Labels: ako, babae, past, tala
March:
A month of closing chapters and opening new ones. Graduation. Inumans as usual. Few heart to heart talks with friends.
April:
Early summer getaway. Bad news. "The world spins constantly, so does the color wheel". Sad month. Month of pain, regrets and wishes. pressure cooker 1 2 3 kaboom! Hello panget kamay!
May:
Turned 21. Dead Stars. Deleted my old blog, trying to move on I guess. Deleted the entries but still saved a few. Moved to blogspot. Promised to write happier entries.
June:
I was badly missing college life. A friend died. Had a sudden change of heart. Put half of my walls down. Still confused and hesitant though. Fears. Had my first ever exam and interview. Screwed up. Got reunited with my grade school and high school friends.June was a month of gambling,a month of courage.
July:
Indie month. Mommy and Daddy had to go to Cebu. Responsibilities. Growing up. Maturity. Hated the rain for reminding me of things/people I was trying to forget. Misunderstandings. Tried to give it another shot. Second chances.
August:
Driving lessons. Ate was back from Dubai. Eheads reunion concert. Finally decided to get rid of the old dust to let the new ones in.
September:
Chill month. Inumans
October:
A month of firsts. Major changes. Leaving comfort zones. Facing fears. Got hired. First work ever. Lots of inumans. Ate was back from Dubai again. Had my very first paycheck ever. Hello poverty. Finally decided to take my chances, cross the street, take the risks, throw myself in to the lions den.
November
Reunion. Wanted to quit my job. "Nagsisimula ka palang quitter ka na" - Mommy
December
December 5 was my last day of being a copywriter. I sure am gonna miss them. Had a burgis Christmas party. Applied again and got hired. Got my license. Family reunions. Back to Bulacan. And just recently found out I've been lied to thank you very much.
All in all my 2008 was full of Ups and Downs, Yeheys and boo-hoos. But at least I managed to see the lessons in those downs and boo-hoo moments and even in the ups and yeheys hahaha.
This year I’ve gained lots of new friends, and unfortunately lost some.
I’ve made decisions, and regretted some.
But all is done.
I wouldn’t want to waste my short life looking back, feeling bad and regretting things.
and so i quote.....my 18 year old self ahahahahhaha
...always remember to look on the brighter side of life, appreciate every moment, every little thing around us, enjoy each and every moment in life, even the fucked up ones... because in this journey, you can only go forward... there’s no turning back..
Yehey thank you 2008!
I'm ready to let you go.
Good bye!
I'll miss you. I'll miss the old me... young, careless, and stupid.
Hello 2009! I'm ready.. C'mon let's get it on!
Labels: 2008, ako, alcohol, babae, bliss, career, driving, eraserheads, family, friendship, hate, life, love, nostalgia, past, present, quote, regrets, tala, welcome
Sa mga kasama kong magwork para sa ADSA....Sa mga kasama ko nung summer sa aking OJT
days....
Sa mga kasama kong napuyat at nabaliw
kakaaral....
Sa mga bagong kakilalang kaibigan....
Sa mga taong nakainuman ko....
Sa mga nag uuwi at nag aalaga sakin tuwing lasing
ako....
Sa mga taong nagpasaya at tuluy tuloy na nagpapasaya sa
buhay ko...
Sa mga taong laging nandyan para sakin....
Sa lahat ng nakaaway ko...bhelat!! hahaha
Sa inyong lahaaaaat na naging part ng 2007
ko.....SALAMAT SA MGA TAGAY AT KAMPAI.....SALAMAT SA LUHA AT NGITI.... SA LAHAT
NG SERMON....SA PAKIKINIG...apir everyone....hugs and kisses from me to all of you!!! i love you
all!!dyan lang kayo may 2008 pa tayo ah! excited na ko!!
hughug!!
Labels: ako, babae, bliss, friendship, hate, katipunan, letrato, life, love, past, re-post, school, welcome
ITIM NA TATSULOKLabels: babae, film, itim na tatsulok
Regina Spektor (Russian: Регина Спектор; born February 18, 1980) is a Russian-born Jewish-American singer-songwriter and pianist. Her music is associated with the anti-folk scene centered on New York City's East Village.
Spektor has said that she has created 700 songs,[7] but that she rarely writes any of them down. She has also stated that she never aspired to write songs herself, but songs seem to just flow to her.[8] Spektor's songs are not usually autobiographical, but rather are based on scenarios and characters drawn from her imagination.[9][4] Her songs show influences from folk,[10][11] punk, rock, Jewish,[9][12] Russian,[9] hip hop,[10][13][14] jazz,[10][13] and classical music.[9][13] Spektor's musical style has drawn many comparisons to fellow singer-pianists Tori Amos and Fiona Apple,[15][14] as well as the vocal stylings of Björk. Spektor has said that she works hard to ensure that each of her songs has its own musical style, rather than trying to develop a distinctive style for her music as a whole.[8]
Spektor possesses a broad vocal range and uses the full extent of it. She also explores a variety of different and somewhat unorthodox vocal techniques, such as verses composed entirely of buzzing noises made with the lips and beatbox-style flourishes in the middle of ballads, and also makes use of such unusual musical techniques as using a drum stick to tap rhythms on the body of the piano or chair.[16][4] Part of her style also results from the exaggeration of certain aspects of vocalization, most notably the glottal stop, which is prominent in the single "Fidelity". She also uses a strong New York accent on some words, which she has said is due to her love of New York and its culture.[1]
Her lyrics are equally eclectic, often taking the form of abstract narratives or first-person character studies, similar to short stories or vignettes put to song.[16][1] Spektor usually sings in English, though she sometimes includes a few words or verses of Latin, Russian, French, and other languages in her songs. Some of Spektor's lyrics include literary allusions,[4] such as to F. Scott Fitzgerald and Ernest Hemingway in "Poor Little Rich Boy", The Little Prince in "Baobabs", Virginia Woolf and Margaret Atwood in "Paris", Ezra Pound and William Shakespeare in "Pound of Flesh", Boris Pasternak in "Après Moi", Samson and Delilah in "Samson", and Oedipus the King in "Oedipus", and Edith Wharton's Ethan Frome in "2.99 cent blues". She also used a line from Joni Mitchell's California in her song "The Devil Came to Bethlehem". Recurring themes and topics in Spektor's lyrics include love, death, religion (particularly Biblical and Jewish references), city life (particularly New York references), and certain key phrases have been known to recur in different songs by Spektor, such as references to gravediggers, the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil and the name "Mary Ann". Spektor's use of satire is evident in "Wasteside," which refers to the classic satirical novel by the Soviet authors Ilf and Petrov The Twelve Chairs, and describes the town in which people are born, get their hair cut, and then are sent to the cemetery.
In Spektor's early albums, many of her tracks had a very dry vocal production, with very little reverb or delay added. However, Spektor's more recent albums, particularly Begin to Hope, have put more emphasis into song production and have relied more on traditional pop and rock instruments.[3] Spektor says the records that most impact her are those of "bands whose music is really involved",[17] specifically naming The Beatles, Bob Dylan, Billie Holiday, Radiohead, Tom Waits, and Frédéric Chopin as primary influences
Labels: babae, music, regina spektor
Our short film entitled "Itim na Tatsulok" will be screened on OCTOBER 13, 2008 (Monday) for the CINEKATIPUNAN (4.30 pm) and LADLAD LIT NITE (7.00pm) at MAG:NET KATIPUNAN.
Entrance is free..so invite your friends too hokei??
Thanks thanks! :)
Labels: babae, film, itim na tatsulok, katipunan
Labels: babae, friendship, katipunan, life, love, school, ultimo quatro
Labels: ako, babae, friendship, rants, users
Labels: babae, love, past, regrets
THERE IS SOMETHING WE CAN DO FOR TARA SANTELICES. PLEASE FORWARD TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW.
Word spreads around fast and almost everyone has already heard about what happened to our dear friend, Tara Santelices (Assumption Antipolo’s Batch 2003 and Ateneo de Manila University’s Class of 2007, AB Political Science).
On the eve of her 23rd birthday, Tara was shot in the head during a hold-up while riding a jeepney along Imelda Avenue, Cainta, Rizal. Joee Mejias, who was with her at that time, rushed her to Amang Rodriguez Memorial Hospital in Marikina City. The parents of Tara and Joee arrived at the hospital shortly thereafter. When morning came, Tara’s parents finally decided to transfer her to the Medical City, Ortigas Avenue, Pasig City. Since 8:00am of August 6, Tara has been in the ICU fighting for her dear life. Her parents have decided not to push through with the operation.
Although it might seem that there is nothing else that we can do but wait for Tara to wake up from this horrific nightmare, we, the friends of Tara, have decided to raise funds for Tara’s hospital bills. This is the least we can do to ease the unbearable pain her family is going through. We have been given the go-signal from Tara’s dad, Tito Larry, and here are the details:
The temporary bank account is under Anne Marie F. Santelices, Banco de Oro, SA 2140-062201. For direct cash donations, please proceed to the ICU Waiting Room of the Medical City (Ortigas Avenue, Pasig City). Please look for Joee Mejias or Lila Santelices.
Any amount will be gratefully accepted. Anonymous donations are also welcome. Please spread the word. Forward this to your family, friends and even to everyone else you know. Please post this on Friendster, Multiply, Facebook and wherever else you can think of. Please send group messages on Yahoo Messenger. This will mean so much to us, her friends.
Please continue praying for Tara, for Joee and for both of their families. If you want to come see Tara, visiting hours at the ICU are at 9:00 am to 11:00 am and 5:00 pm to 7:00 pm.
Thank you so much for your time and kind consideration.
For inquiries, please contact Joee Mejias (09228154987) for calls and Jac Ledonio (09167243071) or Myka Francisco (09163695148) for text messages.
please please re-post
umaga:
"... kaya mo yan..letse. I swear. Dadating yung time na tatawanan mo na lang yan.."
hapon:
pero nararamdaman ko malapit na kong matawa
malapit na konting iyak lang to
"...have a gudnyt! pabasag tayo tom :)"
gabi:
pwede na ulit akong mag isip..
pwede nang hindi magpigil ng iyak dahil wala nang makakakita..
matatapos din 'to..
bukas sasaya ako
salamat sa gabi
salamat sa mga kaibigan
salamat sa painkillers
salamat sa antok
bukas sana nga sumaya ako
Labels: ako, babae, hate, love, pain, regrets
Eto si Kotler... naging boyfriend naming lahat nung 2nd year kung hindi ako nagkakamali o 3rd year yun? basta lagi naming kasama, katabi matulog, kasama sa almusal, pati sa inuman.. hahaha akalain mo ba namang prelims namin kailangang basahin yang buong libro tapos ang masaklap pa dyan bubunot ka lang ng isang tanong na sasagutin mo in front of the class.. talagang mag isa nang nagshutdown ang brain ko nung huling gabi bago yung prelims namin..
Hello sa notebook ko! 4th year first sem tama ba? sobrang boring ng class kaya hello doodle doodle haha Theology class yan bantay na bantay ako sa oras dahil naddrain na ang buo kong pagkatao sobrang booooring ng prof namin.. mula 11:00 hanggang 11:45 akong nagdoodle kung anu sinasabi nia sinusulat ko naman ahahah kahit walang saysay
"Hello?? Nasan ang beauty mo" - Tuqxs
Last Order sa Penguin... pinakamasayang play na ginawa namin ever. 2nd year college sa Phil. Literature Class. Nakasingko kami dyan yeheeey! Ilang araw na practice lang.. pero matagalang kabisaduhan ng script. I played the role of Tuqxs. Tapos surprisingly nung 3rd year kami nameet namin ang tunay na Tuqxs as in yung Tuqxs jan sa script na yan.. naging prof namin sa theater. Funny lang kasi yung mga roles na ginampanan namin sa play eh sakto sa personalities namin ahaha.. may dating addict na naging pusher, may kinacareer ang sex life, may jombit, may sawang sawa na sa tumatanda niyang partner etc. Igoogle niyo si sir Tuqxs dali dalii
Nakita ko din yung ginawa naming scrapbook para sa Journ class namin.. pinipilit ng prof namin na photojourn ang tawag dyan.. oo tama ang 5 units na major subject na 'yon wala kaming natutunan kundi gumawa ng scrapbook.. sobrang tamad na tamad akong gumawa inuna kong magpakasaya at magpakabisyo ahaha kaya the night before nung deadline ko lang yan ginawa haha kamusta sa pagccram ko noh? natapos ako 7am na ata ng umaga..
pero naisip ko parang gusto kong gumawa ulit ng scrapbook simula dun sa unang unang naaalala ko wala lang parang masaya lang hahaha
Nakuha ko to nung cocktail party ng red batch. Nanalo ako dahil sa pagkapasaway ahaha! sabi na kasing cocktail party eh so ineexpect na ang lahat ay nakacocktail dress.. after yun ng recognition so naka-cocktail dress naman talaga lahat.. e dahil hindi ako comfy na nakadress nagbihis na ko hahaha! so sa cocktail party na yun nakapants ako..pero hindi jeans noh! hahaha so ayun nanalo ako
Notebook ko nung 2nd year college hanggang 3rd year... ang laki ng notebook ko ahaha pero nung 4th year lumiit na..lalo na nung second sem ng 4th year
pagbukas ko ng notebook ko jarann ranting moments with Kayc ang forever blockmate ko
Nung magulong magulong magulong birthday ni Cha..isa sa mga pinakafavorite inuman ko.. may dumaan naliligaw na San Miguel guy.. nagtanong kung san ang papuntang hindi ko alam..pinashot sya at binigyan niya kami ng mga ganyan ahahah! hindi namin alam pangalan niya di ko din maalala mukha niya hilo na ko nun eh ahahha
Merry Christmas gifts ni Jade at Piper nung first year :) orange pa favorite color ni Piper nun.. si Jade ay di pa nagddiet ng nagddiet nun..daming chocolates yey
at eto na nga yung notebook ko nung 4th year 2nd sem kung notebook ngang matatawag yan.. since maliit naman ako magsulat okay na sakin ang maliit na notebook again kung notebook ngang matatawag yan hahah! pang lahat ng subjects ko na yan haha!
at ang Jollibee planner ko nakita ko kasi si Nicnic at ang Jollibee planner niya... inggitera ako at gusto kong mag jollibee kaya bago kami magthesis nag Jollibee muna kami yung mga names names jan e galing sa kung san san..
favorite ko to kasi may sulatan ng kung anu ano every month
ganyan ako ka-organized ahahah ang gulo gulo gulo gulo oh! parang journal na ahaha! January.. ang sipag ko pa magsulat ahaha. may drawing drawing pa.. may rainbow drawing jan dahil bago ako pumasok nun sa school may nakita akong dalawang rainbows.. tapos feeling ko swerte yun then again hindi ako maswerte nung araw na yun.. oo tama dahil nawala yung phone kong isa na favorite ko kakainis malas malas..pero parang ok lang ahaha sinadya sigurong manakaw yung phone ko para makatakas sa tinatakasan. OO TAMA DEFENSE NAMIN YAN AYAYAY! Kami yung unang nagdefend ng thesis sa lahaaat dahil pabida kami at nag prisinta kami na kami na ang mauuna ahahaha!
February.. puro inuman padin at overnights.. 2 consecutive nights akong hindi natulog sa bahay dahil uminom ako at uminom ako ulit.. sobrang palaboy ahaha! ayun pag uwi ko lagot.. pero ok lang ahahah
February is a lovelove month.. month para sa happy hearts ahaha..
mga stars ay galing kay Ria.. sa MMP nila.. yung picture galing kay Cha.. :)
Ayun so ang point ko masayang maglinis ng kwarto, magsinghot ng lumang alikabok at makaalala ng masasayang kung anu ano..
Naisip ko din na kesa magmukhang basurahan yung memory baul ko yung ibang pwedeng mailagay sa planner ilalagay ko nalang sa planner..tapos pagkatapos ng year ilalagay ko na pati yung planner sa memory baul ko.. ayy excited na kong bumili ng planner para sa 2009 ahaha excited na din akong magdikit ng kung anu ano.. teka parang naging year ender yung entry ko ahhaah hindi pa hindi pa excited ako masyado ahahah! sana lang wag masira yung planner ko kakadikit ko ng kung anu ano.. Speaking of,, mag uupdate pala ako ng planner na mejo hindi na nagagalaw simula nung maging tambay ako ahaha!
Labels: ako, babae, bliss, boredom, friendship, life, past
