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2010-04-15T03:47:00.001+08:00

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The prodigal daughter

2009-09-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

Will be coming home.... for good

Maturity

2009-08-16T00:49:00.000+08:00

No matter how much time you spend thinking of the days and the time that has long been gone it won't bring back the past. If it's over then it's done so get over it. I don't understand why I keep on forgetting this every so often I would remind myself but i tend to forget it over and over again. hm whatever.

Anyway I am faced with several dilemmas and I don't know how to get along with it. I miss the time when the only dilemma i had was whether to buy pinipig or ice buko. I guess its true that the older you get the more responsibilities you have, the more responsibilities you have the wiser you should be. I guess i'm not wise enough for the responsibilities given to me, as if i have a choice. Maybe I'll become wiser as I do these responsibilities, maybe years from now when I look back at these dilemmas I will look at them like how i look at the pinipig or ice buko dilemma now.

Snakes and Ladders

2009-08-01T01:16:00.003+08:00

Too old for this kind of games and shit but anyhoo, it's challenging and fun to see snakes get tricked by their own traps.

Guess what!

2009-03-22T00:24:00.002+08:00

I made my Andy his/her/its hahah own blog wiiiii!! It's different from this one. Kasi konti lang daldal ko dun pero more photos haha yey! Visit niyo din alrightie????

http://andy-youremystar.blogspot.com

Sanay na sa krisis.

2009-03-13T17:12:00.002+08:00

Sanay na sa plastik na pagkain ng ministop
Sanay na sa almusal na hindi sinangag na kanin
Sanay nang matulog nang hindi nagdidinner kung minsan
Sanay nang mag almusal ng chicherya at kung anu ano pa
Sanay nang matulog sa sala paminsan minsan
Sanay nang maginternet sa maingay at may kabagalan na PCs ng internet shops

Konti pa.. masasanay na din akong kapusin ng pera paminsan minsan.

Konti pa masasabi ko na din na "Sanay na ko sa krisis"

BUHAY INDEPENDENT....bow

Indie life

2009-03-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

11:06 pm..

internet cafe.. (mabagal na PC, maingay na mga katabi)

lasagna from ministop.. (btw lasang paste)

a short life...well lived

2009-03-08T13:13:00.004+08:00

Francis "Kiko" Magalona

October 4, 1964 - March 6, 2009

moving out... moving in

2009-02-28T13:06:00.002+08:00

i think i'm ready to taste the waters of independence. therefore i'm moving out of the house tom... goodluck to me. YAY!

because i don't wanna sleep yet

2009-02-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

Put your player on shuffle and hit the 'Next' button to get your answer to every question. You must indicate the title and artist, no matter how far-fetched it sounds. Tag people who might be interested in doing this same thing. No cheating.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Frailty - Urbandub

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Ligaya - Eraserheads

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Lemon - U2

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Fruitcake - Eraserheads

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Too much - Dave Matthews Band

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You wouldn't like me - Tegan and Sara

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Everything will be alright - The Killers

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Life Less Ordinary - Carbon Leaf

WHAT SONG WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Time after time - Quiet Drive

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
The Backeground - Third Eye Blind

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I'm a pirate, you're a princess - PlayRadioPlay

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
So Sorry it's over - Blink 182

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Teenage Dirt bag - Wheatus

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Ironic - Alanis Morissette

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Dead wrong - The Fray

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Sunny Came Home - Shawn Colvin

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Morning Glory - Oasis

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
A Sunday - Jimmy Eat World

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Until tommorow - Paramore

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Listen - Stonefree

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
4 in the morning - Gwen Steffani

It's Jollibee's fault

2009-02-01T22:38:00.001+08:00

exactly a year ago since... cheers!

Bam!!

2009-01-31T10:41:00.003+08:00

not so sober thoughts.

i missed you Mr. Gsm Blue and Mrs. C2 Apple... it's been a while darlings

and so i quote last night's tipsy talk...

"ayokong mabaliktad yung situation"

"the more na binibigay mo lahat, the more kang i-tatake for granted"

"ayokong ma-take for granted"

"sinabi ko yun, pero hindi ko mi-nean"

"hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit may mga nang iiwan pa"

"ok na rin yun para tapos na"

"sa ngayon hindi ko nakikita yung sarili kong may kasamang iba.. except for.."

"ewan ko, feeling ko eto na talaga ko"

...bam! i miss you KO!
...i miss you february!
...i miss you youth!
...i miss you college!

Jumper - Third Eye Blind

how to decide who to marry - kids

2009-01-17T09:43:00.002+08:00

By: Salma Rumman

Kids contemplate marriage.

How would you make your marriage work?
Tell your wife that she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.
Ricky, age 10

How can a stranger tell if two people are married?
You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids.
Derrick, age 8

What do you think your mom and dad have in common?
Both don’t want any more kids.
Lori, age 8

What do most people do on a date?

Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough.
Lynnette, age 8 (isn’t she a treasure?)

On the first date, they just tell each other lies and that usually gets them interested enough to go for a second date.
Martin, age 10

What would you do on a first date that was turning sour?
I’d run home and play dead. The next day I would call all the newspapers and make sure they wrote about me in all the dead columns.
Craig, age 9

When is it okay to kiss someone?
When they’re rich.
Pam, age 7

The law says you have to be eighteen, so I wouldn’t want to mess with that.
Curt, age 7

The rule goes like this: If you kiss someone, then you should marry them and have kids with them. It’s the right thing to do.
Howard, age 8

What is the right age to get married?

Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then.
Camille, age 10

No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married.
Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age)

Is it better to be single or married?
I don’t know which is better, but I’ll tell you one thing. I’m never going to have sex with my wife. I don’t want to be all grossed out.
Theodore, age 8

It’s better for girls to be single but not for boys. Boys need someone to clean up after them.
Anita, age 9 (bless you child)

How do you decide whom to marry?
You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming.
Alan, age 10

No person really decides before they grow up who they’re going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you’re stuck with.
Kristen, age 10

let's see

2009-01-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

This was interesting. Cris Angel showed how this worked on one of his shows, but it was still kind of surprising when I checked out several people I knew. Not superstitious, but I need all the luck I can get! Once you have opened this e-mail, there is no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs. Read your sign, and then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line. This is the real deal, try ignoring or changing it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there.

CAPRICORN The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. 20 years of good luck if you forward.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)

Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of luck if you forward.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)

Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of good luck if you forward.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)

Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egoti stical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of good luck if you forward.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20)

Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard -- passionate. Expresses themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulges themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of good Luck if you forward

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20)

Smart and witty. Outgoing , very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express them selves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally(taray! ahahaha). 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)

Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)

Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)

Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)

Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)

Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward

Send away!!~ Ready, set, go!1-3 people = 1 minute of luck4-7 people = 1 hour of luck8-12 people = 1 day of luck13-17 People = 1 week of luck18-22 people = 1 month of luck23-27 people = 3 Months of luck28-32 people = 7 months of luck33-37 people = 1 year of luck

Taurus outlook for 2009

2009-01-04T16:57:00.001+08:00

Year 2009 Career

You will discover new ways to regenerate your finances this year, as
you let go of blocks and fears that are holding you back. Rethink your belief
that you have to work hard for money; as you evolve spiritually, you will find
that this thinking no longer serves you. As you step into your creative flow,
work and finances become much easier for you. You realize that you're able to
manifest a dependable income when you just allow your talents to flow. As you
learn to do what excites you, your enthusiasm will overflow and new
opportunities will come your way. Trust that your ideas will tap into profitable
avenues. When you stop placing restrictions on yourself, you will be able to
move ahead and gain amazing benefits.
You enjoy giving outwardly and being in
the public eye, and your life-long pursuit of developing your creative talents
now has a new venue for manifestation. As you embrace your power, opportunities
open up for public speaking, writing, performing and sharing visionary ideas
with others. Through your work, you will most likely be helping people to
achieve their own creative connection and a higher purpose in life. Your
integrity and energy is shifting, and others are inspired by your wholeness and
beauty.
The fruits of your work relationships will increase by leaps and
bounds this year. Any endeavors you undertake will be very profitable, expansive
and satisfying. As you open up to the creative avenues before you, you will earn
bountifully, so surrender to the blissful adventure of walking down a satisfying
career path!

Boo! Good vibes c'mon!

Year end entry

2008-12-30T23:02:00.004+08:00

January:

Thesis. Productions. Finals. The January pervert. Cried a few times, regretted a lot of things. Lost my phone. Lost myself. Fucked up month. Needed time for myself. Decided to go on Hiatus, to get rid of people I don't need in my life.

Learn how to play the game of trust, know who deserves it, never mind those who don't
Never be afraid of losing people who don’t deserve your time and attention, take the courage to let go and throw them out of your lives
“It’s when problems are shared that solutions are found” – From Chowking’s fortune cookie 01-18-08
“In the end you will always go back to the people that were there in the beginning.” – text quote from Jenny (That’s why I never take my friends for granted... mawala na lahat wag lang pamilya ko at sila.)
“Sometimes it’s not love, sometimes, you’ve just become so attached that you’ve developed a need for that person... Just a need, not love... but you’re too scared to admit it, even to yourself...because you know that if you do, you might lose the only person that actually gives a damn about your life” – text quote from Heyna
Learn to accept and love yourself, walang ibang gagawa niyan kundi ikaw... hindi kailangang nakadepende palagi sa iba ang pagiging masaya.

February:

Hiatus lasted until 11th of February. Started with a blast. Good vibes. Firsts. The longest yet shortest walk . One time big time. Three years ago we were strangers, snap! then we became friends. Finding myself. Brought back the old me. Valentine's darlings for the day with the Singles. A month of finding oneself, month of happiness and dreams turning in to reality.

Don't stop dreaming, never stop hoping, dreams come true... kahit one time big time.

March:

A month of closing chapters and opening new ones. Graduation. Inumans as usual. Few heart to heart talks with friends.

Treasure the friends you have, always be there for them
Learn to accept changes in your life. Let go move on and be happy

April:

Early summer getaway. Bad news. "The world spins constantly, so does the color wheel". Sad month. Month of pain, regrets and wishes. pressure cooker 1 2 3 kaboom! Hello panget kamay!

The world spins constantly, so does the color wheel – ana
“Kahit ikaw ay parang bato manhid at walang pakiramdam, mag-ingat ka dahil kahit ganyan ka, hindi nasasaktan... kaya mo namang makasakit” – Bob Ong
NEVER BUKSAN ANG PRESSURE COOKER HABANG KUMUKULO

May:

Turned 21. Dead Stars. Deleted my old blog, trying to move on I guess. Deleted the entries but still saved a few. Moved to blogspot. Promised to write happier entries.

“You’re gonna have your good days and your bad days”- South of Nowhere
“So all these years-since when? - he had been seeing the light of dead stars , long extinguished, yet seemingly still in their appointed places in the heavens.”-Dead Stars
Know when enough is enough.

June:

I was badly missing college life. A friend died. Had a sudden change of heart. Put half of my walls down. Still confused and hesitant though. Fears. Had my first ever exam and interview. Screwed up. Got reunited with my grade school and high school friends.June was a month of gambling,a month of courage.

Don't try to push people out of your life, no one deserves to be taken for granted
Even if you have new people/friends in your life, never forget those who were part of your past, for you will never complete your life’s puzzle if you lose some of its pieces.

July:

Indie month. Mommy and Daddy had to go to Cebu. Responsibilities. Growing up. Maturity. Hated the rain for reminding me of things/people I was trying to forget. Misunderstandings. Tried to give it another shot. Second chances.

Never assume
Learn how to take responsibilities
Always be mindful of the things you do and the words you say

August:

Driving lessons. Ate was back from Dubai. Eheads reunion concert. Finally decided to get rid of the old dust to let the new ones in.

No two things can occupy the same space at the same time – law of impenetrability
Letting go might be hard yet it is the best way to let another stay

September:

Chill month. Inumans

Find some time to chill, find and reconnect with the things or people you've grown apart from
Drink.Get drunk.Laugh.have fun... then die haha

October:

A month of firsts. Major changes. Leaving comfort zones. Facing fears. Got hired. First work ever. Lots of inumans. Ate was back from Dubai again. Had my very first paycheck ever. Hello poverty. Finally decided to take my chances, cross the street, take the risks, throw myself in to the lions den.

“I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with FEAR. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.”---Greys Anatomy
“BOUNDARIES don’t keep other people out, they fence you in. So you can waste your life drawing lines? Or you can live your life crossing them. Because here’s what I know, if you are willing to take the chance the view from the other side is Spectacular.”---Greys Anatomy

November

Reunion. Wanted to quit my job. "Nagsisimula ka palang quitter ka na" - Mommy

Patience is a virtue ahaha!

December

December 5 was my last day of being a copywriter. I sure am gonna miss them. Had a burgis Christmas party. Applied again and got hired. Got my license. Family reunions. Back to Bulacan. And just recently found out I've been lied to thank you very much.

Again Patience is a Virtue
AGAIN learn how to play the game of trust
Learn to hate pride

All in all my 2008 was full of Ups and Downs, Yeheys and boo-hoos. But at least I managed to see the lessons in those downs and boo-hoo moments and even in the ups and yeheys hahaha.
This year I’ve gained lots of new friends, and unfortunately lost some.
I’ve made decisions, and regretted some.
But all is done.
I wouldn’t want to waste my short life looking back, feeling bad and regretting things.

and so i quote.....my 18 year old self ahahahahhaha

...always remember to look on the brighter side of life, appreciate every moment, every little thing around us, enjoy each and every moment in life, even the fucked up ones... because in this journey, you can only go forward... there’s no turning back..

Yehey thank you 2008!

I'm ready to let you go.

Good bye!

I'll miss you. I'll miss the old me... young, careless, and stupid.

Hello 2009! I'm ready.. C'mon let's get it on!

Year end survey

2008-12-30T14:57:00.003+08:00

1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
a lot.

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?i dont think meron akong new years' resolution for 2008. basta alam ko lang sabi ko ieenjoy ko ang buhay. haha! excited na kong gumawa ng new years' resolution for next year. and this time isusulat ko para di ko makalimutan

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
hm? meron nga ba? I think wala naman

4. Did anyone close to you die?
hindi close. pero friend labo. basta yun na yun.

5. What countries did you visit?
Wala. Iindonesia sana then again di natuloy

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
the courage to let go of things I've grown used to.

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
January 5 and 6. February 1 and 2. March 29. October 19.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
graduating

9. What was your biggest failure?
hm. my fucked up january

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
flu? ahah. ah pressure cooker kaboom!

11. What was the best thing you bought?
alak galore ahaha

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
hm. parang wala

13. Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
the january pervert and the best liar awardee

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes.food.alak

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
first day of work.few get togethers.out of towns

16. What song/s will always remind you of 2008?
hm. onga noh. ewan ko pa. binigyan mo ko ng idea haha gawa ako ng soundtrack ng 2008 ko ok?

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier or sadder? Happier siguro
ii. thinner or fatter? Thinner. semi-siopao face nalang ako ahaha
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer no more allowance eh

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
siguro sana mas naging careful ako sa mga taong pinagtiwalaan ko.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
wala naman

20. How did you spend Christmas?
bahay with my family and relatives

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
yes.

23. How many one-night stands?
No comment

24. What was your favourite TV program?
TV series... South of Nowhere.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Fortunately and Unfortunately yes. I hate to hate ahaha

26. What was the best book you read?
ang dami kong nabasa eh.. siguro ung Unbearable Lightness of Being, sige na sama na yung Twilight ahaha and yung What these hands can do

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
This year parang wala.

28. What did you want and get?
career. good health. love. pera ahaha!!

29. What did you want and not get?
masayang career haha. madaming madaming pera hahaha!

30. Favorite film of this year?
wala. ay wait 2008 ba yung last ng Pirates? kung oo e di yun. kung hindi wala. i didn't liked twilight eh. alice and bella were cute though haha

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
nasa kalsada kami nun ahaha pauwi from Ilocos. tapos kaen lang sa bahay. then inom at Papu's with sinumpa. 21

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
more lasingan nights with friends hahaha

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
nothing new.

34. What kept you sane?
people.gran matador.red horse.gsm blue.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
mylene dizon and jodi forever ahaha.johnny depp for always ahaha.and alice cullen oh my gosh.

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2008: In The Beginning

Where did you bring in the New Year?
bahay

Who were you with?
Family

Did you kiss anyone at midnight?
Nope

Did you make any resolutions?
Nope

2008: Your Love Life

Did you break up with anyone?
No

Did you get anything for Valentine's day?
Yes, nung singles date. gonuts cupcake, cadburry na may almonds, and redhorse in can with the pink ribbon ahaha thanks to Wendy my girlfriend for the day.

Did you meet anyone special?
Yes.

Did you fall in love?
Yes. For the record haha!

2008: Friends and Enemies

Did you meet any new friends this year?
Yes yes yes!

Did any of your friendships end?
Yes. boo-hooo

Did you dislike anyone?
Yes. hate siguro mas appropriate

Did you make any new enemies?
Parang wala, bukod sa mga inaway ko dahil sumingit sa pila. atbp ahaha

Did you resolve any fights?
Yes. Infairness

Who was your closest friend?
Sinumpa, special mention to Piper and KO.

Who did you grow apart from?
I'd rather not mention

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
yes

2008: Your BIRTHDAY
Did you have a cake?
Yes.

What did you do for your birthday?
Celebrated with my family. then post inuman celebration with friends.

Did you have a party?
No

Did you get any presents?
Yes

If so what was the best thing you got?
getting drunk ahahhahahhahaha

2008: All about YOU

Did you change at all this year?
Yes

Did you dye your hair?
No

Did you get your hair cut?
Yes

Did you change your style?
Hm? Siguro nung nagwork ako. coz i had to

Were you in school?
Yes.

Did you get good grades?
Yes. didn't make it to the DL though, pero okay lang

Did you have a job?
Yes

Do you drive?
Yes

Did you own a car?
Sana lang. Yung as in sakin talaga

Did anyone close to you gave birth?
No

Did you move at all?
No Blueng gate padin ahaha

Did you go on any vacations?
Yes yes yes!

Did you leave the country at all?
NO rar!

Would you change anything about yourself now?
Siguro. change for the betterer ahahah

2008: Wrap Up.

Is 2008 a good year?
Sorta good haha, had some fucked up moments though. pero almost half siguro of my 2008 was good.

Did 2008 bring any new insights?
Yes a lot of new insights.

Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
I do hope so

If you could relive any moment which would you choose?
Fun, drunk moments with friends.

a make believe shit

2008-12-29T22:41:00.004+08:00

I never asked you the same questions twice, because I believed in everything you said. I never doubted.

I knew you wouldn't lie.

I knew... because you promised.

I never judged you because you were my friend, and we had this bond. or so i thought.

I trusted you. I shouldn't have.

You even said that I was the only one who understands you, and I really DID.

I never hated you, even though you left us like nothing happened, like you never knew us.

but now I think I do

I so hate you and your fucking lies!

You are such a waste.

again this year's "Best Liar" award goes to you.. *clap clap*

Such a waste

2008-12-29T21:40:00.009+08:00

Lost for words.

I'm just so disappointed right now.

When will I ever learn to play the game of trust.

Trust:

The attitude of expecting good performance from another party, whether in
terms of loyalty, goodwill, truth, or promises. The importance of trust as a
kind of invisible glue that binds society together is most visible when it is
lost.
Trust involves an element of risk, and epistemologists
can have trouble categorizing it as rational, since it works best in advance,
for example to motivate performance on occasions when defection may be to the
advantage of the person trusted. Trustworthiness is a virtue, subsuming
varieties such as truthfulness and fidelity.

"Hardly won, easily lost and never fully regained"

....And all the "best deceptions" and the"Clever cover story" awards go to you.

I so fucking hate liars.

I so fucking hate you.

Looking back

2008-12-27T09:35:00.002+08:00

This was my "Goodbye 2007! Welcome 2008" post. In the next few days I'll be posting my Buhbye 08 hello 09 post.. expect a longer one, a lot of changes happened since day 1 of 2008. Changes, goodbye's, hello's, yipeee's, boohooos, happy times, fucked up times...

anyway.. here's my 07-08 post.

Sa mga kasama kong magwork para sa ADSA....
Sa mga kasama ko nung summer sa aking OJT
days....
Sa mga kasama kong napuyat at nabaliw
kakaaral....
Sa mga bagong kakilalang kaibigan....
Sa mga taong nakainuman ko....
Sa mga nag uuwi at nag aalaga sakin tuwing lasing
ako....
Sa mga taong nagpasaya at tuluy tuloy na nagpapasaya sa
buhay ko...
Sa mga taong laging nandyan para sakin....
Sa lahat ng nakaaway ko...bhelat!! hahaha
Sa inyong lahaaaaat na naging part ng 2007
ko.....
SALAMAT SA MGA TAGAY AT KAMPAI.....SALAMAT SA LUHA AT NGITI.... SA LAHAT
NG SERMON....SA PAKIKINIG...
SALAMAT!!!!!
apir everyone....hugs and kisses from me to all of you!!! i love you
all!!
dyan lang kayo may 2008 pa tayo ah! excited na ko!!
hughug!!

Tara nang mag LAP TRIFF..este laugh trip ahaha

2008-12-14T11:11:00.002+08:00

1) Ayumi

Occupation: studentCompanies: rockers companies!

Hobbies and Interests: chating!!

Who I Want to Meet: "pretty girls!! only!! hehes!!" (Bakit kaya installment? Read this with feelings for maximum appreciation. Complete with the pauses.)

2) -GEniE Lou-

About Me: aBouT me???? (Eh kailangan pa ba namang i-reiterate na about you ito?) A persOn wHo is veRy conservative, have positive outlook in lyf, suMtyms I brEak pRomises dat can cause someone angry w/ me (Grrrrr!!! Nakakagalit talaga!) .... im very productive person... everytime i do some task or deeds i will make a plan 1st b4 i go 4 it. im very fond ! in listening 2 musizzzz im da type of person dat tells frankly (And Frankly would be... your best friend's name?)

3) jOnah-nUevE 'kikAy fOe RiL' (Please maniwala na kayong kikay siya...FOR REAL!)

Companies: oN mAh hiStOry.. wYL i WAs On A mAll hOppiNg.. (bat ka naman tumatalon? di ka marunong maglakad?) sUmvody GAve mE A stArstruck fOrM... HAhA! itz kinDA wEiRD.... wAtZ uP wit dAt huH? (What's up with YOU???)

4) -aNnA-

About Me: MaArtE,SEnSItive, SuPlAdITa, FRiEnDly, fAshiOnIStA, KikAy, AtTraCtiVe AnD EveRytHinG NiCE THaT Was Me!! (Was ba talaga?) MaTaLinO (ThEReS N o OnE IN THiS WoRLd hAs stUpId MiNDs) (You might want to reconsider this) mAaRte aKo PeRo InDi AkO mAlAnDE-jUZ DOn'T EvEr jUdGe Me cOz yOu dONt mE aT AlL.... (Huh?) AND ..... YoU MuZ ReMEmBeR eVeRYtHinGs hAs a reAsONS..... DoNt ! DArE mE COz YoU DoNt knOw wHaT CaN I dO (Eh parang clueless ka din naman eh?) SoMe peopLe dOnT UnDErSTaNd WhAT Is my aTtItUde BUt dOnT JuDgE aNyOnE...... i pRoTeCT my fRieNdS...aNd pRoTeCt YoUrs :) (I sure will - from you.)

5) catherine joyii

Affiliations: Catholic (Bang!)

About Me: "dont lyk pipol hu r very: PLASTIKS, pa EPAL, LIARS and anything na mga BAD ATTITUDE I like hu r vry gud.... (Huh? Who?) "and if u want me to ur friend, jaz aDD me uP" (Bang! Bang!)

6) alexandra rose sobida

About Me: long hair, bolding eyes (Hmm... meaning?) red lips and long life (Amen!)

Who I Want to Meet: a spiecial boy in my hole life forever and ever (Amen ulit!)

7) maria princesa

caption ng picture: "am i look good"

Affiliations: An roman catholic

Favorite TV Shows: OPHRA (Of-ra ba kamo?)

About Me: Me......... hmmmmmm ...... simpl! e and always happy....... . i know you've get it........... (Actually, hindi.)

Who I Want to Meet: "somebody who has a sense of humor and simple gets" (Simple gets. Maghanap ka ng ibang kausap, 'ne!)

8) lito

Companies: wa lang. im just in the class room seating on my chair and flerting with gurls....... (Tsk, tsk. Yur a beri bud boi ah!)

Favorite TV Shows: Whos line is that? (Nabitin sa title) and teleseryes

About Me: I am a 19 year old strait guy, and i love doing creative stuff and having fun.... entering personal relationships with girls and guys even gays is okey with me as long as they are mature and responsible enough to hundle a relationship. By the way!!! (Shet. Naninigaw siya!) before, I was against bisexual relationships en even sexual intercoarses (Papel de liha daw. Magaspang eh.) between same sexes, that was me before that memorable night happen to me when i was in 4th year highschool.... (Sus! Baka mabasa 'to ng mga magulang mo!)

Sa inyong pagbaybay sa kanyang fantasy land (aka friendster profile-"about me" section) kung maaari lamang po'y 'wag niyong kaligtaan bigyan ng pansin ang mga sumusunod:

boardmaits
permission to my parents
inerested
desided
leaking ("Licking" 'to actually.)
niples (Hala. Kulang. Baka 1 lang ang kanya.)
stroakign (believe me, he meant "stroking.")
saterday
apartmen
doing our staff i realizes (I DEMAND A REFAND!!!)

9) lady biolente

caption ng picture: "it's meh,panget koh d2 bat kya!!! hehehe" (Hmm... bakit nga kaya?)

Occupation: collage student (Wow. BA Collage ba 'yan? Sana nag-fine arts ka na lang para diverse tapos major in collage!)

Favorite Movie: the ant (At starring sino naman kaya?)

About Me: ahm.......about meeh!!!??? ATTITUDE? kind,suplada minsan.. pro most of da tym mabait meeeh..., makulit, lagi na nka-smyl ngaun... talented pa! i can dance. i can sing....i can fly basta ba my wings, eh...he!he!he! (Feeling langaw.) OUTLOOK? syempre maganda, noh! alangan nmn laitin k ang sarili koh...height koh? 5'3'' ASSET KOH? my legs sbi nila.... taken na meehh.......... should I say yes!? (No. Utang na loob, paki intindi ng mga pinagsusulat niya.)

10) Geneveve

Occupation: business women (Marami siguro silang may-ari ng account na 'to.)

Affiliations: business

Hobbies and Interests: watcing tv (Watsing?)

About Me: beutiful and honest

Who I Want to Meet: i want ta meet people is simple only (Good luck with that.)

11) christopher

Hobbies and Interests: lapping trip (Lap dancing? Macho dancer in da house!) ; tambay; sound trip; gumala

My Looks: punkiztah (Eh talaga bang kailangan 'to?)

12) masaaki

Affiliations: Governor (Sa bagay, puwede nga namang he's affiliated with the governor... pero mali eh...! Maliiiiii!)

Hobbies and Interests: play guitar and to be band

About Me: cOoL... taLL.... sMarT.... & mO$t oF th! aT tRuth LovEr..... (As in "mahal ang katotohanan" o "true lover" ba dapat?) ha..ha...ha. ...ha.... .ha..... eVerythiNgs' trUth (Words of wisdom from Masaaki *Palakpakan*)

13) gummibear

About Me: "im kaRReL.. iM a giRL hu oLweZ waNa b HappY buT jSt cnT b! I cAn eiTHer b sEriouS oR siLLy... liBeraTed,,fuN. .no worrieS.. iM a prActiCal woMan n I eiTHer (Baka naman "I'd rather...") Lose mY heart dAN my bRaiNS.. (So which one DID you lose? Clue naman diyan...) it'S harD 2 piCk uP d piEceS oF my liFe..,, veRy comPlicaTed. . buT noT noW.. (Ano ba talaga? Complicated ba o hindi?) i dNt bLiV iN dEsTinY iM abouT reALiTy., uR liFE iS in uR hAnds//// so uR d 1 hu coMpLicaTe iT...." (No, no, no-YOU complicate it.)

14) maricel

Occupation: looking a job (Magandang career 'yan.)

Hobbies and Interests: dancing, chatting, reading book, outting outdoors (Outting outdoors... hmm. I wonder...)

Favorite Book: The Purpose Driven in life (Ito ba talaga ang title ng aklat na ito?)

Favorite Music: fashions (Maaari bang bigyang linaw ninyo kung anong nagaganap dito?)

15) Breeks

Favorite Music: stay w/ cushe, the day u said gudnyt w/ hale, kahit pa w/ hale again, specialy 4 u w/ MYMP, tell me y it herts (Eh ilang kilo Hertz ba iyan? haha sabihin mo kung bakit masakit gagamutin niya) w/ MYMP again, love moves in mysteriuos ways w/ NINA ehehehe!!!!

About Me: im a person n siryoso pro happy ksm en i dont like sa mga pipol n plastik gus2 ko ung dldl ("Daldal" pala 'to. Akala ko naman kung ano...) pro my sen ce ung cnsabi en real... im sure n mag kksundo tyo!!! Practically (Baka "basically"?) i want pretty girls but honestly i like mostly girls who are nice to accompany (Escort service ba ang hanap niyo?) and not malandi ...waaaaah i hope i cud fyn special one!!! (Lord, ang sakit na talaga ng ulo ko.)

16) Anthony

Affiliations: hardcore serial killer/frustrated assassin, computer addict (Malamang "describe yourself" ang pagkakaintindi niya dito.)

Favorite Movie: Harry Potter all the movies that were already shown and including the one's that is still being made (Wow, advanced.)

Favorite Music: alternative, rock, mellow, pop, kahit ano basta hale o cueshe (Aba, very seasoned ah.)

About Me: im just a person who sit's silently on one corner (Yeah. And stay there.)

17) -pRettY cAng-

Favorite Music: ACOUSTIC...reggea (Huh?)

About Me: "me?? im just a simple girl... hmmm... sometimes im othistic" (Ayuneeeee! Ops, wala akong sinabi...! It came straight right out of the proverbial horse's mouth!) "loves 2 eat but still sexy and i carry myself very well with the way I look and the way i dress." (Why don't we just take her word for it?) "when it comes to my character, i reflect myself as a conforming one because i have tested myself of doing things which anticipated to be done." (Tissue, please. Dumudugo ang ilong ko.)

18) SheZzO GraniTy

Hometown: AurOrA wEr CrimE iS OrGaniZeD (Ingat dito mga kapatid.) En ThA RuLe 2 FoLLoW (Is what...?)

Schools: sTa.cLarA wEr pLenTy oF mUrdErEr OccUrS (Tandaan ang paaralang ito-'wag ie-enroll ang mga bata dito.)

Affiliations: ThuG BaLLa bAbY oF kArEn rOsE

About Me: i CamE FrOm a SmaLL TowN wEr oL ThA GenGsTerS- kiLLahZ- DruG DeaLahZ- YounG bLoOdS- LiVin aLonE AnD biG TyM SinDiCaTe ArE OcCurS (Ito pala ang nuknukan... Ano ba'ng number sa police station?)

19) -lil LiZ-

Caption ng picture:"rOcKeRz!! n pUnKz!!!! ASTIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (Yeah. Sure.)

Affiliations: tEnNaGe LiFe!! (Double dead ito. Mali na, wrong spelling pa. Tsk.)

Favorite Movies: chukie 1 and 2 (Chukie? Malamang habulin ka talaga ng saksak ng manikang 'to dahil na-misspell mo yung pangalan niya.)

Who I Want to Meet: "ANYONE. if ya want to know more just sen me a message!!" (Once again, no tenks.)

20) -'kEiXi'-

Hometown: nAVOetAst (In truth, NAVOTAS. Haaaay. Baketttttttttt?????)

About Me: aqOuh?? (Hindi-ako daw...) .. cHimPle LAng.. bUT cAn maKE yUr hEAd tURn (Feel ko na nga mag-ala-Exorcist this far eh.) ,, *HoTcHiC**sEXy dAw..cHAvii nG mGAh fWEnDz qEw (Masyado kang nagpapaniwala) sVi qEw nAMn.. mAdAnDa aqEw.. maArTE?/..sObra ** hiHi.. nDi mHEii mAarTE.. kAla nYOuh lAng yUn,, kSHi cHigURo....(mahal ikaw ba yan?) yU fOUnd mE.. wEAriNg uNiqUe eAriNgs.. (So...?) USing mAkEuP.. oWeYs lOoKing mY fACe in tHE mirror.. mAarTE bAh yUN? (Hindi naman masyado)

Who I Want to Meet: "xA aCcoUnt qEw..kHit cHiNU pwEde.. kHit ikA'y mUkhang .. tAtaNgAPEn kiTAh bsTAh bAH TEZti cOUh aAhh" (Yuneeeeeeee! !! Testimonial pala ang habol.)

21) PrEtty StEpS IV

Affiliations: vOLLeYBaLL pLaYeR, cOLLeGe sTuDeNt, pARt tiMe MoDeL (iN MAHdReaMZ) (Huy, gising!), ChEEr DanCER & UR fRiEnDLiEsT nEiGhBoR iN ToWn......!!!! (Aba, waynat?!)

About Me: "I wud nEver faLL again fOr soMeOne he's hEad oVer heeLs wiTh (So you're into girls...?) iN Comes To A rELATIONShIP I am faiTHfuL aNd sweet I haTes aNd curSes pLayErs (Playaz beware!) I am eMoTioNaL, I lisTens to My mind buT I stiLL foLLows My heart (Gollum? Is this you?) someone U Can tRUsT On

THANK YOU FOR PATRONIZING MY FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT LOVE YOU ALL (Uy, artista. Love lots ba?)

22) -sTaY ovErLoaD-

Hometown: TaGuiG..ThE FLazE To bEE..MaHoGanY (Yes naman!)

Occupation: boniFiEd (na-Boni? Ano?) and cErTiFied HeavEn ringEr..aLpha MaN.. (Meaning...?)

Affiliations: aFiLL-FuLL and ThuguFuLL..ThEY r grEaT jusT 4 onE nigHT buT iM grEaT evErY nigHT!! (Something tells me that... nah... 'wag na lang. Think what you want.)

23) Jean

Companies: Schools (Pwede naman...)

Affiliations: Cristianity (Yun na!)

Who I Want to Meet: "be always respect the universal trademark clan within the highest organization" (Oh. My Gadddd. This could be the motherest of them all grand statements, don't you think?)

24) adora

Companies: companies of CUTE PERSON (Yeah. What. Ever.)

Favorite Movies: thombraider (Thom the Braider daw? Ano?)

About Me: "ME...a simple GOD creature (Right... Of course you are.), a high climber (Feeling unggoy.) & aggressive person, i want a new clothes, books..... (Aba! At may wishlist pa!) some of my other descriptions are----> friendly, jealousy, cute, honest..." (Just what exactly was he trying to do here again?)"

i love spaghetty" (Aaah... ako, spaghetti ang gusto ko.)

Who I Want to Meet: A CUTE PERSON..and i hate a person who has a BAD IMAGE like being ignored, finishing second, hand-me-downs, waiting, LIAR, forgetfullnes, haste, feeling ignorant, vulgarity, ugliness, being pressured, LOUD ARGUMENTS & MAKING PROMISES.. (May kaunting kaguluhan.)

25) giriz

Affiliations: Bsta Nilalang sa EarTh pro luv c God (Oh... And what do we have here?)

About Me: "i like" play badminton." (Me don't like.)

"My true name: Giriz Romanos" (At ano naman yung fake?)
"I was born: in Earth!!!" (Are you sure? Is that your final answer?)"

I dont juge the book by its cover I read it first" (Aminin nating may punto siya... pero BWAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA pa rin!)

Twilight. (pinoy version... i think)

2008-12-11T11:29:00.002+08:00

Got this from Ate Fats' multiply blog. Sorry andaming mura and barubal words pero natawa kasi ako nung nabasa ko so naisip kong ishare haha! This is the pinoy-pinaiksing-version of Twilight..

Kasi pare ganito daw yun. may isa daw babae na hot daw pare. pero maputla siya kasi hindi siya inalagaan ng nanay niya pare. tapos pare emo daw siya kasi nga daw hindi siya mahal ng mundo at para siyang patay na bata na galit sa mundo. tapos pare, lumipat daw siya ng tirahan kasi daw masyado daw siyang emo para sa luma niyang tirahan. sabi niya sa nanay niya "tangina mo nay gusto ko lumipat kay tay". tangina pare hindi nagalit nanay niya. sabi lang ng nanay niya "tangina mo pare wag ka magmura".

so lumipat siya sa tatay niya di ba? pagkarating niya dun sabi niya, "tangina erpat bakit maulan dito?" sabi ng erpat niya "gago "bur" months na! malamig na tangena". so nagtaka yung babaeng simula ngayon ay tatawagin na lang nating "babaeng maputla at emo".

so pumasok siya sa school di ba? binigyan siya ng truck ng tatay niya pare. sabi ng tatay niya "tangina mo sa'yo na tong truck ko". sabi niya "salamat tay".

pagkarating niyang school tsong, may nakita siyang lalaking mukhang bangkay pero pogi. sakto. pogi pero mukhang bangkay. sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "hot pare".

nung chem lab na ni babaeng maputla at emo, natagpuan niyang lab partner niya yung poging bangkay. so nung tinignan siya nung poging bangaky, ang asim ng mukha nito. mukhang nandiri ata kay babaeng maputla at emo.

sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina KA". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina NIYA oh *tumuro sa teacher nila*". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "oo nga noh. TANGINA MO". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo gago bampira ako". tapos naghubad siya ng damit at kumintab ang katawan niya kasi linagyan niya ng glitters ang abs niya kasi tigas siya at ganun na ang mga tigas ngayon na nagpupuntang emba.

so pare na in love si babaeng maputla at emo kay poging bangkay. si poging bangkay naman sige lang kasi sex din daw yun. so ayun. angshweet shweet nila.

"eow poh... ahihihihi"

"bebe mwahugz,..... ^^,"

so tapos nun nagpunta sila sa damuhan kasi.... alam mo na. tapos sabi ni poging bangkay "ikaw na buhay ko ngayon" sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina mo gago patay ka na". sabi ni poging bangkay "TANGINA KA".

tapos nagsex sila
so basically pare yun lang yung mga importanteng nangyari sa buong storya. intense noh? kaya pala nahhook lahat ng tao

Itim na tatsulok at Mag net Katipunan...again :)

2008-11-17T14:54:00.004+08:00

Hi friends... our short film "Itim na Tatsulok" will be part of Galang's free screenings at Mag:net Cafe Katipunan. November 29, 2008 (Saturday) 3.30-7.30 pm. See yah! :)

ITIM NA TATSULOK

“Si Saph ay nabubuhay sa mundo niyang binabalutan ng itim at puti. Hindi siya normal sa tingin ng iba kaya hindi maayos ang pakikitungo sa kanya ng kanyang mga kaklase at hindi siya matanggap ng kanyang nanay. San man siya magpunta ay pinupukol siya ng mapaghusgang mga tingin ng mga taong hindi siya maintindihan at ng lipunang pilit siyang tinatakwil. Mabuti na lang at nasa tabi niya ang kaisa-isang kaibigan niyang si Frances. Sa hindi inaasahang pangyayari ay matutuklasan ang tunay na dahilan ng pagtalikod sa kanya ng mundo. Tutulungan siya ni Frances na dagdagan ng pula ang kwarto niya at lumaya sa lahat ng mga taong umaalipusta sa kanya.”

Genre: Drama

Writer/Director: Cha Roque

Runtime: 12 mins

new found love

2008-11-15T18:39:00.004+08:00

Regina Spektor is love love! ayayay!

Regina Spektor (Russian: Регина Спектор; born February 18, 1980) is a Russian-born Jewish-American singer-songwriter and pianist. Her music is associated with the anti-folk scene centered on New York City's East Village.

Spektor has said that she has created 700 songs,[7] but that she rarely writes any of them down. She has also stated that she never aspired to write songs herself, but songs seem to just flow to her.[8] Spektor's songs are not usually autobiographical, but rather are based on scenarios and characters drawn from her imagination.[9][4] Her songs show influences from folk,[10][11] punk, rock, Jewish,[9][12] Russian,[9] hip hop,[10][13][14] jazz,[10][13] and classical music.[9][13] Spektor's musical style has drawn many comparisons to fellow singer-pianists Tori Amos and Fiona Apple,[15][14] as well as the vocal stylings of Björk. Spektor has said that she works hard to ensure that each of her songs has its own musical style, rather than trying to develop a distinctive style for her music as a whole.[8]

Spektor possesses a broad vocal range and uses the full extent of it. She also explores a variety of different and somewhat unorthodox vocal techniques, such as verses composed entirely of buzzing noises made with the lips and beatbox-style flourishes in the middle of ballads, and also makes use of such unusual musical techniques as using a drum stick to tap rhythms on the body of the piano or chair.[16][4] Part of her style also results from the exaggeration of certain aspects of vocalization, most notably the glottal stop, which is prominent in the single "Fidelity". She also uses a strong New York accent on some words, which she has said is due to her love of New York and its culture.[1]

Her lyrics are equally eclectic, often taking the form of abstract narratives or first-person character studies, similar to short stories or vignettes put to song.[16][1] Spektor usually sings in English, though she sometimes includes a few words or verses of Latin, Russian, French, and other languages in her songs. Some of Spektor's lyrics include literary allusions,[4] such as to F. Scott Fitzgerald and Ernest Hemingway in "Poor Little Rich Boy", The Little Prince in "Baobabs", Virginia Woolf and Margaret Atwood in "Paris", Ezra Pound and William Shakespeare in "Pound of Flesh", Boris Pasternak in "Après Moi", Samson and Delilah in "Samson", and Oedipus the King in "Oedipus", and Edith Wharton's Ethan Frome in "2.99 cent blues". She also used a line from Joni Mitchell's California in her song "The Devil Came to Bethlehem". Recurring themes and topics in Spektor's lyrics include love, death, religion (particularly Biblical and Jewish references), city life (particularly New York references), and certain key phrases have been known to recur in different songs by Spektor, such as references to gravediggers, the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil and the name "Mary Ann". Spektor's use of satire is evident in "Wasteside," which refers to the classic satirical novel by the Soviet authors Ilf and Petrov The Twelve Chairs, and describes the town in which people are born, get their hair cut, and then are sent to the cemetery.

In Spektor's early albums, many of her tracks had a very dry vocal production, with very little reverb or delay added. However, Spektor's more recent albums, particularly Begin to Hope, have put more emphasis into song production and have relied more on traditional pop and rock instruments.[3] Spektor says the records that most impact her are those of "bands whose music is really involved",[17] specifically naming The Beatles, Bob Dylan, Billie Holiday, Radiohead, Tom Waits, and Frédéric Chopin as primary influences

Better - Regina Spektor

Burned-out

2008-11-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

Minsan humihiling tayo sa langit ng mga bagay na akala nating makakapagpasaya sa'tin. Gabi-gabi dinadasal mo na sana ibigay sayo yung pinakaaasam mong bagay.

Sabi nila kung para sa'yo talaga ang isang bagay, ibibigay sa'yo yun anu't ano man ang mangyari.

Pero pano kung isang araw ibigay sa'yo yung bagay na pinakaaasam mo. Yung bagay na gabi-gabi mong sinasama sa mga dasal mo, yung bagay na akala mo ngang makakapagpasaya sa'yo...

Tapos sa kalgitnaan ng akala mong kasiyahan, maiisip mo... gusto mo nga ba talaga yan? Bakit hindi ka naman masaya? Bakit ka nahihirapan? Bakit ka naiiyak? Bakit parang biglang ayaw mo na?

Ilang araw ko na din talagang pinag iisipan kung masaya pa nga ba ko. Unang araw palang yata naramdaman ko nang nahihirapan ako, at hindi ako masyadong nasisiyahan. Pero sabi ko sa sarili ko, tingnan ko muna baka hirap lang akong mag-adjust. Ilang weeks na nakalipas.. at habang tumatagal mas lalo kong narerealize at nararamdaman na hindi na nga ako masaya.

Kanina nag text ako kay Daddy. "Hindi na ko masaya sa ginagawa ko, baka hindi ko nalang ituloy 'to" sabi ko. Sabi naman niya "Cge".

Pero iniisip ko, ano nang gagawin ko sa buhay ko pagkatapos? Mag-aral? Maghanap ng ibang trabaho? O ituloy ko na yung business ni Daddy?..

Sa mga oras na 'to hinihiling kong huminto ang lahat maliban sa'kin, para naman magkaron ako ng oras na mag-isip.

Ito ang pinakaayaw ko sa lahat.

Yung pipigilan mong matulog sa gabi sa pag-aakala mong mapipigilan nito yung bukas.

O kaya naman pipilitin mong matulog at hihilingin mong wag ka na sanang magising sa mga susunod pang bukas.

Over na ko sa ganyang stage ng buhay ko eh.

Nahanap ko na yung kasiyahang hinahanap ko nuon, nawala na naman ngayon.

Pagod ako..

Pagod na talaga..

oras. panahon

Hintayin mo naman ako kahit saglit lang. Huminto ka muna habang inaalam ko kung anu ngang dapat kong gawin sa buhay.

ako.

Bilisan mong mag-isip hindi dahil ka hihintayin ng panahon. Pumili ka at matuto kang panindigan yung mga desisyong ginagawa mo sa buhay.

IKAW.

Bakit Mo 'to binigay sa'kin kung hindi ko naman pala ikasisiya. Ay hiniling ko nga pala. Para sa'kin ba talaga to? O binigay Mo lang 'to dahil hiniling ko? Tulungan Mo kong makita ang lesson sa likod ng lahat ng nangyayari na 'to. Tulungan Mo rin akong maialis yung sarili ko dito at mahanap at makuha kung anu man yung ikasisiya ko talaga, yung hindi ko pagsisisihan sa huli.. kung hindi naman, wag Mo na kong gisingin bukas.

In to the lion's den :)

2008-10-24T22:01:00.012+08:00

A quote from a friend says:

You won't fully enjoy a swing unless you raise your feet from the ground.
You won't fully enjoy a boat ride unless you remove the rope's knot from the river bank.

Never limit yourself when it comes to happiness, learn how to let go and take risks... Life is much beautiful outside the comfort zone.

Yes darlings I just threw myself in to the lion's den, I've finally left my comfort zone and I'm currently facing two of my greatest fears.

FIRST:
October. I accepted a job and I am now on my 3rd week. I write copies for event banners, annual reports etc. I do love writing, I really really really do love writing but the thing is, my writing style is more on the creative thingamajigs and our clients are janjarararannnn (mostly) government whatevs and MAN!!! I AM REALLY HAVING A HARD TIME!

Maybe I have to put extra effort in reading more matured(ay tunog porno)/corporate stuffs to update my vocabs. AND another thing... I have to learn to cross the fucking streets alone and stop asking the guards to help me get to the other side of the street. PLUS I GOTTA LOVE the buses going to Cubao (especially during taghirap days for tipid effect), and of course I GOTTA LOVE the looooong walk from the dark and stinky street outside Farmer's to Gateway. OR para less hassle I can take the shuttle from St. Francis to Masinag, which is by the way worth 45php (ginto ata ang upuan pero ok lang dahil more comfy kumpara sa bus)

Henewei, when my very first paycheck was given to me parang may mga anghel na tumugtog ng harp at trumpets sa paligid.. but then again narealize ko "Shit! No more baon! No more Daddy pengeng pera pang enjoy" aaaaaaah INDIE KID ANA!!!! aaaaah POVERTYYYYYY!

Oh well, ganyan talaga buhay ... I finally moved on from the fact that I am no longer in college (Goodbye Katipunan.. You will always be my 2nd home), that I have to work my butt off for my vices and luho sa buhay.

Sana maka-survive at maging productive naman ako.

Dear Real World,

Hello! Please don't be too harsh on me...or I might get myself OD-ed joke!(na half-meant)

Ana

SECOND:
October. Ugh.. how do I say this? Uhm.. I am starting to take risks again(?) Hindi ata appropriate yung again because this is a "first" for me, not actually THE first first.. but technically this is THE first.. labo?

This is my THE first and I am scared as hell, I still have a lot to learn, and a lot of adjustments to make... so please patience my dear. MORE patience

There.. October 08 is a risk-taking-decision-making-leaving-comfort-zone month.. I hope not to regret any of these two decisions in the coming days..weeks..months

*fingers crossed*

Sony BMG Release Eraserheads Concert CD!!!

2008-10-14T16:42:00.003+08:00

This is a re-post from www.odysseylive.net

Re-live the moments… re-experience the goosebumps… 5…4…3…2…1… Sa wakas…!!!

ERASERHEADS

The Reunion Concert

Musiko

Product Code : 88697400532

Bar Code : 88697400532(2)

Release Date : November 03, 2008

Tracklisting:

Alapaap
Ligaya
Sembreak
Hey, Jay
Harana
Fruitcake
Toyang
Kamasupra
Kailan
Huwag Kang Matakot
Kaliwete
With A Smile
Shake Yer Head
Huwag Mo Nang Itanong
Light Years
Product Information:

The legendary August 30 concert immortalized through this live recording which features all 15 songs –digitally enhanced to give the listeners the same feeling as if they are in the concert venue.

Wawaweeewa! I want this! I gotta have this! Wag niyo kong uubusan agad agad! puhleasee

Out of the bookcase and in to the REAL WORLD

2008-10-14T11:51:00.004+08:00

Yay! My unemployment days are over. Hahaha and this time totoo na. Goodbye cartoon-watching-mornings. Goodbye ano nanaman kayang gagawin ko bukas-nights. I'm excited and a bit scared actually. Yayks! I hope things'll turn out fine. Goodluck to me! Sana wala akong maging regrets after ilang weeks, or months and sila din.

Please please please good vibes come to me! and another please please please inspire me!! Kailangan kong mainspire sa buhay para I won't run out of ideas and energy na din ahahahaha!

I have to read read read read... and write write write!

Dear Papa Lord,
Thank you thank you so much! :)

lovelove,
ana

Hi! Are you free on Monday, October 13?????

2008-10-07T20:03:00.005+08:00

Hi there friends! :)

Our short film entitled "Itim na Tatsulok" will be screened on OCTOBER 13, 2008 (Monday) for the CINEKATIPUNAN (4.30 pm) and LADLAD LIT NITE (7.00pm) at MAG:NET KATIPUNAN.

Entrance is free..so invite your friends too hokei??

Thanks thanks! :)

Good times

2008-10-07T19:08:00.006+08:00

I was browsing through my youtube account and saw this...

Anita made this avp for the block..

aww good times with my love love blockies..

i miss block 4 adventures

miko's attack. drew's attack. pat's spicy sardinas after PE . overnight inumans . banlat adventures . shakey's attack . KFC attack . Starbucks attack . biology . physics . majors . PE's . shower attack after PE . powerpuff's . piperpan and the lost jombits . kitties . Kubo . TBS . Retreat Underground party . CA life . etcetera etcet

i miss my ultimo quatro darlings +++ irregs

i lovelove you girls and jombits ;)

user.loser

2008-10-01T19:58:00.001+08:00

Hindi ako junkshop.

Di rin ako tagasalo ng mga bagay na tinapon ng kung sinu-sino.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit madalas akong nalalapit sa mga gantong klaseng tao. At nakakainis ako dahil madalas akong nagpapabibiktima. Pero ngayon I'm sorry hindi na talaga ko magpapaloko. I've learned my lesson. Ayoko na. Madami naman akong kaibigan, as in yung kaibigan na nandyan masaya man ang buhay o hindi. Ganon din ako sa kanila. Hindi kagaya ng ibang dadating at magpaparamdam lang kapag may kailangan. Nananahimik ako eh.

Wala namang epekto sa'kin kung wala ka. Sa totoo lang mas naiinis ako pag andyan ka. In short hindi ka importante. At isa pa, I'm sorry kung medyo maldita ako, pero wala ka talaga kasing karapatang maging demanding. At isa pa ulit dati pa alam mo naman na ayoko ng taong makukulit kaya wag kang makulit ples!

Dito kung saan

2008-09-28T08:22:00.003+08:00

Dito kung saan una akong nag walkout noon.
Dito kung saan naganap ang unang Sabado night na hindi sa bahay.
Dito kung saan ilang birthdays, monthsaries, annivs ang ni-celebrate.
Dito kung saan una kong nakita sa totoong buhay yung crush ko sa cellphone ni jenny.
Dito kung saan ilang girlfriends at boyfriends ang pinakilala.
Dito kung saan minsang nakipag-inuman sa mga bagong kilalang tao.
Dito kung saan inabot ng alas tres ng madaling araw dahil sa kalasingan.
Dito kung saan ilang storya ang nabuo.
Dito kung saan nagtatagpo ang mga nagtatago.
Dito kung saan ako unang nalasing na walang naalala kinabukasan.
Dito kung saan nagpatahan ng kaibigan.
Dito kung saan ko nakilala ang batang si Sandra.
Dito kung saan minsan kaming nilibre ng mga taong hindi ko na maalala ang pangalan.
Dito kung saan ako dumederecho tuwing Sabado pagkatapos ng klase, umulan man o hindi.
Dito kung saan kami nagpapatay ng oras kapag may hinihintay na event o klase.
Dito kung saan minsang nagmmeeting tungkol sa school works.
Dito kung saan nakakatawa kapag may nagwawala.
Dito kung saan umiinom at nagyoyosi ang matatapang na naka-uniform.
Dito kung saan nakakahirit kami ng libreng refill ng iced tea.
Dito kung saan bawal magdala ng pagkaen galing sa iba.
Dito kung saan minsan minsang nangchecheck out ng mga kung sinu sino.
Dito kung saan madalas naming nakikita ang Spongecola boys (sa kabila).
Dito kung saan mura ang bucket ng beer noon.
Dito kung saan masarap ang chicken inasal at pork liempo.
Dito kung saan mukhang pancit ang atsara.
Dito kung saan walang bayad ang ice.

Dito kung nasaan si Kuya Dennis na palaging nakikipag apir. Si Kuya Dennis na hinintay kami hanggang alas-tres ng madaling araw dahil sa kasama naming lasing.

Dito kung nasaan si Kuya Gilbert na hindi napipikon kahit asarin naming kung kani-kanino. Si Kuya Gilbert na nagbibigay minsan ng free refill ng iced tea. Si Kuya Gilbert na may winalis na daga sa tabi ko sabay sabing "SHHHHH" haha.

Dito kung nasaan si Ate Glenda.. na gustong Ate Glenn ang tawag sa kanya. Na nakitambay at naki-inom samin nung madaling araw na at hindi kami makaalis dahil sa kasamang lasing. Si Ate Glenda na updated sa mga chika, alam kung sino ang sino at sino ang wala na. Si Ate Glenda na tuwing nakikita ko kahit saan e binabati ko.

Chiggy's! Mamimiss kitang silipin tuwing daan ko sa katipunan. Mamimiss kong batiin sila Kuya Gilbert, at Ate Glen. Mamimiss kong apiran si Kuya Dennis. Mamimiss ko ang masarap na inasal.

Kahit may Papu's na...number 1 ka forever sa mga Bahay inumans sa puso ko ahahah! tie kayo ng Miko's na sarado na dati pa... number 3 ang Drews at number 4 ang Meatshop at number 5 ang Papu's.

Bye bye Chiggy's!!!

friday frightday

2008-09-25T09:19:00.002+08:00

aay kinakabahan! wish me luck! hm.. ang buong detalye.. pag uwi ko sa friday haha kung may lakas pa..o kung may matira pang self-esteem :)

anyway this coming friday i'll be helping my mom and her fratmates sa isang service nila somewhere with the red cross. not naman helping as in help talaga i'll be there for support ahaha and to take pictures na din..and to have na rin check-up para malaman if i can donate blood or not..sana pwede, kasi that's one thing i wanna do before i die ahaha ma-experience manlang to donate kahit one bag lang ng blood..yun e kung blood nga ang mapiga nila sakin at hindi alcohol ahah..pero haven't been drinking A LOT lately... a lot ah hindi ko sinasabing hindi talaga ko umiinom..not like when i was in college almost every day or every other day akong nasa BAHAY INUMAN haha! hay i miss those times, haha wala na kong choice ngayon kundi mamiss nalang ang college days kasi di naman na mababalik yun. Ok lang that's life :)

so there, i'm planning to donate blood this coming friday, pero that's not what i'm worried about. before going to the red cross thingamajigs my mom and i will go somewhere pa...ayayayay ayan na ambilis na ng puso ko baka di ko mahabol...

dug dug dug dug dugdugdugdugdugdudgdugdug!!

hindi ako magrarant

2008-09-12T22:49:00.004+08:00

Dapat magrarant lang ako sa blog entry ko ngayun. Magrarant dapat ako dahil sa kasalukuyang napaka-boring na stage ng buhay ko.. oo tama ang walang ka challenge challenge kong everyday life.. hanggang sa nakareceive ako ng text. Pero bago yun eto muna...

I was watching TV... 24 oras yung palabas.. tapos I heard about this massacre.. since napaka iksi na ng attention span ko hindi ko na napanood yung mga sumunod so hindi ko na din nalaman yung details ng massacre.. then kanina nina lang I received a text message from my friend that says:

Sad news: Mary Grace Mojica, 4th year BA Marketing student was killed in a massacre (including parents and cousin) early today... Please pray for her and her family members...

Schoolmate ko pala.. dahil hindi ko nga napanood kanina yung sa news, hinanap ko nalang sa inquirer.net

CITY OF MALOLOS -- A Department of Agriculture employee, his wife and two children were shot dead inside their house in San Jose del Monte City Friday, police said.

Superintendent Danilo Florentino, chief of police of San Jose del Monte City, identified the fatalities as Teofilo Mojica, 55, his wife Florita, 58 and their daughters Mary Grace and Gina.

Teofilo works as Board of Director of Employees Association of the DA national office, Florentino said.

He said their neighbors found their bodies at 8 a.m. Friday inside their house at Block 3, Lot 5, Phase 5, Vital St. Pleasant Hills subdivision in Barangay (village) San Manuel.

He ruled out robbery because the family’s personal belongings remained intact.

Police are considering the possibility that the victims knew the suspects because there were no signs of forced entry, according to Senior Superintendent Allen Bantolo, director of Bulacan provincial police.

Investigators found spent shells for a .45 caliber pistol, Bantolo and Florentino said.

Bantolo said the incident occurred between 3 a.m. and 3:30 a.m. of Friday but police were called to the crime scene at 9 a.m.

Bantolo called on witnesses to aid in the investigation.

By Abigail Kwok, Carmela Reyes
INQUIRER.net, Central Luzon Desk
First Posted 11:18:00 09/12/2008

Akala ko pang CSI lang at Criminal Minds yung mga ganyang balita. Ngayon lang ako nagising na posible at NANGYAYARI nga talaga ang mga ganyand scenario sa totoong buhay. Pero di gaya sa mga palabas sa TV bago matapos ang episode, nahuhuli agad ang culprit. Kung napakalupit naman nung kalaban, mga isang season silang maghahabulan. Dito satin, kopong kopong years na ang lumipas hindi padin nalulutas yung kaso. Parang yung kay Nida Blanca, Bobby Dacer.. hmm sino pa ba? ayoko nang mag isip. Pero ang point dun, bakit may mga taong naiisip na gawin yung mga ganung bagay?(yun e kung nasa matino nga silang pag-iisip).

Grabe sige na hindi na ko gaanong magrereklamo sa walang ka-challenge challenge kong buhay.. mas ok naman siguro 'tong ganto kesa yung makipaghabulan ako sa bala..wag naman sana..

Ay ewan.. hindi ko ata kayang tapusin ang entry na to. Kapag iniisip ko kasi ang dami dami daming hindi magandang nangyayare sa paligid.. nawawalan ako ng gana.. NAKAKASUKA...

Ipagpray nalang natin sila at tayong lahat.

skate or die

2008-09-04T23:47:00.005+08:00

Gusto ko lang i-share...wala lang gusto ko yung mga sinabi niya..

From: raymund marasigan
Subject: [subsandwich] skate or die
To: subsandwich@yahoogroups.com
Date: Tuesday, September 2, 2008, 3:41 AM

to whom it may concern

i dont usually rant but ive been hearing reports about people
questioning why we played saguijo after the concert.

first things first. when marlboro pulled out and cancelled the show a
week ago, the band was free of all obligation to play the show. if it
was about the money we could have just walked away fully paid no
explanations to the press or anybody. free from the contract. the band
decided to play nevertheless. the tickets and the prices was for the
new promoters to buy out the production from philip morris to put it
simply. contrary to what some people think it takes money to stage a
concert. stage, lights, and video screens don't magically grow out of
the ground. that's what the ticket prices were for. the band was not
in the negotiation meetings between the the two promoters and we did
not want to be in the meetings.

personally i said just call me cos i'm ready to rock. no extra pay no
contract negotiations. as far as the eheads was concerned were out of
the contract.

but here's what you dont understand. playing music is what we do. we
play when we're happy, play when we're sad, play when we're angry,
play when we're sick, play til we die.

painters paint, writers write, my skateboarding friends skate or die.
when u ask nba superstars what they do in their spare time. they play
basketball.
us musicians, we play. thats what we do. getting paid is a bonus. i
will not apologize for that. when we don't get paid we still play.

we played saguijo because we wanted to, we needed to. our hearts and
souls dictated it. we could just go home and sleep. we did not talk
about it. there was no invites there was no plan. we did not get paid.
we borrowed equipment.

yes ely knew about it. buddy told him the next day. yes pupil was in
saguijo too.

yes marcus buddy and i have lost a parent. we know how it feels.

ive been playing music for more than 30 years. professionally since
1993.there have been a few times when it was me who was unable to
continue the set due to illness. albeit it was a lesser scale and
(thankfully) never reported. it was nonetheless life threatening. ive
had a run in with losing my voice, food poisoning, diarreah
(embarassing) and a few more i do not care to mention that involved
blood and bones. i had to drop out of the set from the eheads, cambio
and sandwich. thankfully there was always someone there to finish the
set for me. and i am thankful that they were there. i did not feel
bad. ive also saved a few shows from other bands when shit happens. we
dont plan this and we dont complain but we still play.

my bmx friends ride with broken bones.

if we finished the eheads show that night you would STILL have found
us in guijo playing after.

yes i visited ely in the hospital yesterday. i hope he recovers soon.
we have a show to finish.

music is life
ill only stop playing when i die.

rayms

Sila ay mananatiling sila

2008-09-03T02:43:00.005+08:00

WARNING: ISA ITONG NAPAKAHABANG POST... DI KO ALAM KUNG MAY KWENTA TO SA'YO PERO SAKIN MERON...KUNG LABU-LABO MAN ANG PAGKAKASULAT PASENYSA NA.. walang edit edit kasi..kung anung maisip ko type lang..

Eheads - Walang Nag Bago - EraserHeads

Hindi ko masasabing solid na tagahanga nila ako, sa totoo lang never pa akong nakapunta sa gig/concert nila nuon. Two years old palang ata ako nung nabuo ang banda nila, kaya hindi ko din masasabing panahon ko nga sila. Pero ang sigurado ako, bata palang ako naririnig ko na sila at nakikita sa TV.Bata palang ako kinakanta ko na ang mga kanta nila. Bata pa lang ako sila na ang background music ko tuwing nalulungkot ako, tuwing masaya ako, tuwing kahit anong mangyari. Pasalamat ako sa Ate ko na kasabay kong nag aabang sa kanila sa TV, sa Ate ko na tuwing naglilinis ng bahay e pinapatugtog yung cassette tape nila. Naalala ko pa t’wing uuwi kami sa probinsya para magbakasyon palaging nakasalang ang mga cassette tapes nila sa stereo ng sasakyan namin. Hindi ko napapansin ang zigzag at nakakahilong daan papuntang Bicol dahil sinasabayan ko yung mga kanta nila. Halinhinan ang mga kanta nila at ng Yano sa pagtanggal ng pagkabagot ko sa mahabang biyahe papuntang Bicol.

Nuon pwede pa kong maligo sa ulan kahit nakashorts lang at walang pang itaas, magtatakbuhan kami ng kuya ko at ng mga kalaro namin sa bakuran naming malawak pa noon, tapos lalangoy sa fishpond ng lolo ko, bubugawin lahat ng manok na panabong ni Daddy na nakakalat din sa noong malawak pa naming bakuran. Kapag umaambon pa lang at nagsimula na kaming maligo, papagalitan kami nila Lolo’t Lola kasi nga naman magkakasakit kami. Isang beses, hindi ako pinayagang maligo sa ulan dahil mahina pa daw yung ulan, eksaktong pinatutugtog sa radio nun yung “Tuwing Umuulan at Kapiling ka”. Tandang tanda ko sinabayan ko yung kanta....”Buhos na ulan aking mundo’y lunuring tuluyan..” sabi naming dalawa, hindi ko alam kung pangit lang talaga ang boses ko o nung panahon na ‘yon nakinig sakin yung ulap.. biglang lumakas ang ulan kaya nakaligo kami ng kuya ko sa ulan. Simula non sa t’wing nahihiyang bumuhos ang ulan, kinakanta ko yun. Masaya ko no’n t’wing umuulan dahil nakakpaglaro kami nila kuya, hindi pa ko marunong gumawa ng bangkang papel non kaya nagpapagawa ako sa kanya, minsan kay Lolo tapos ipapaagos naming sa tubig. Malinis pa no’n yung tubig na umaagos sa kalsada wala pang kasamang mga basura.

Isang beses nung umuwi si Ate galing sa dorm niya, kinuwento niyang nagpunta sila nung fair nila at tumugtog. “Nagkagulo lahat, syempre puro babae e diba? May mga tumutuntong sa upuan tapos nagbubukas sarang payong.. tapos may naghahagis ng mga durog na Chippy!” yan ang kwento niya sakin non. Dahil bata pa ako at ni hindi pa pinapayagang pumunta sa Birthday ng kaklase ng walang kasamang matanda..hindi din ako malamang nakakapanood ng mga ganun, ni hindi nga ako pinapayagang bumili sa tindahan ng mag-isa. Kuntento na kong nakikita sila sa TV, sa songhits, sa Chippy at Burger Machine Commercials, kuntento na kong naririnig sila sa radio. Kuntento na ko sa mga kwento ng Ate ko.

Sabi ko pa nuon pag malaki na ko panonoorin ko sila.

Ngayon laos na ang cassette tape, may gumagamit pa nga ba nun sa panahon ngayon? Sa panahon na kahit ang discman ata ay wala na rin sa uso? Nadagdagan na ng 19 pang taon ang edad ko simula nung magbuo sila ng banda. Ilang taon na din kaming hindi bumibisita sa Bicol. Hindi na rin kami dumadaan sa zigzag na daan tuwing uuwi do’n. Ilang beses na din napalitan yung putting Toyota Corolla ni Mama na gamit naming tuwing uuwi ng Bicol. At yung driver namin nuon, halos hindi na nakakakita ngayon.
Kagaya noon madalas pa rin silang nasa TV, at radio, ewan ko lang sa songhits dahil simula nung nauso ang internet hindi na ko bumili ng songhits para tingnan ang chords ng mga gusto kong kanta. Pero hindi tulad ng dati, ngayon makikita mo sila pero hindi na magkakasama. Maliban syempre kay Buddy at Raimund na parehong nasa Cambio.

Ngayon kapag naligo ako sa ulan ng nakashorts lang at walang pang itaas siguradong mahihibang ang mga makakakita sakin at iisiping baliw ako at babarilin ako ng tatay ko. Oo flat parin ang lahat sa akin..pero ika nga nila dalaga na ako.

Lumiit na din yung dati naming malawak na bakuran. Nailipat na din yung mga manok na panabong namin sa farm, nadagdagan ng dalawang Kabayo at ilang mga kambing ang alaga naming, hanggang sa namatay, nanakaw, binenta at pinamigay na silang lahat.

Ngayon kahit maligo ako sa ambon (nang kumpleto ang damit syempre), sa medyo malakas na ambon, o sa ulan na may kasamang kidlat wala nang magsesermon sakin. Grade 3 ako nung namatay si Lola, Christmas break naman nung 2nd or 3rd year college ako nung namatay si Lolo.

Marunong na rin akong gumawa ng bangkang papel ngayon, pati eroplano alam ko nang gawin, pati pag balot ng marijuana alam ko na kung pano (joke lang yan ang maniwala utu-uto). Ngayon kung papaanurin mo ang bangkang papel mo sa baha.. hindi na uusad dahil madaming basurang tangay tangay yung baha. Hibang ka din siguro kung maglaro ka pa sa baha sa panahon ngayon, dahil hindi mo alam kung anung kasama ng bahang umaagos sa kanal, kalsada o kung san pa man yung umaagos. Limot ko na din ang mukha nung mga kalaro namin ni Kuya nuon. Pero naririnig ko minsan na kinukwento ng Nanay ko na may anak na at pamilyado na ang halos lahat sa kanila.

Over na din si Ate sa pagiging groupie stage niya. Matagal na siyang hindi nag-aalak, nag yoyosi, at kung anu pang maisip niyong bisyo. Kung dati hindi ako pinapayagang pumunta sa kung saan ng walang kasama, ngayon ako na ang sumasama sa bunso kong kapatid sa kung san man siya pupunta. Ilang beses na kong umalis at hindi umuwi. Ilang gigs na rin ang napanuod ko. Sa mga gigs na yun, nakita at narinig ko silang apat... kumakanta, tumutugtog sa magkakahiwalay na banda. Ngayon hindi na din ata uso ang lumilipad na durog na chippy, nung huling nanood ako ng gig... mga bote ng mineral water ang lumilipad.

Nagpalit palit na din ng endorser ang Chippy. Naging Parokya ni Edgar, at yung “Kami po ang tear here!” At ang NAPAKASIKAT na Halika Tikman ang Langit Burger Machine nuon, ay Burger Machine naLANG ngayon...

Ngayon, malaki na nga ako...literal man o hindi ang usapan.

Nag reunion concert sila, sa kasamaang palad hindi ako nakapanood dahil nung araw at oras ding yun hinatid naming si Ate O. sa airport dahil pabalik na siya ng Dubai. Nung padaan na kami sa The Fort, nakatanggap ako ng mensaheng pinutol ang concert dahil nga kinailangang dalhin si Ely sa ospital. Sayang. Malaki na nga ako, pero di ko parin sila napanuod...pero sige ok lang ay hindi pala ok..pero wala naman akong magagawa e

Habang hinihintay kong lumaki ako at payagan nang pumunta at manood ng mga banda ang daming nagbago sakin, sa iba sa halos lahat ng bagay sa paligid. Nagbago ako ng mga pangarap, paniniwala at tingin sa mga bagay bagay.

Natuto na ko at nalimutan ko na din kung pano mag gitara. Hindi kagaya dati na umiiyak ako at ayaw kong pumasok sa school dahil boring ang pag aaralan (parts ng fish), ngayon tapos na din akong magsunog ng kilay. At madaming madami pang nangyare at nagbago.

Ngayon kapag nagbbyahe kami ng malayo o kahit malapit pa hindi na Casette tape ang baon naming kundi CD (Eraserheads Anthology 1 and 2). Nung naggraduate ako nung college paulit ulit kong kinakanta yung “Sa Wakas”. Madami akong naaalala tuwing naririnig ko mga kanta nila, minsan malungkot, minsan masaya, minsan chill... Siguro nga kung gagawa ako ng soundtrack ng buhay ko marami raming kanta nila ang mapapasama.

Tuwing maririnig kong sasabihin ng mga tao na “Sayang sila..” “Kung hindi sana sila nadisband...” Anu nga bang nakakapanghinayang? Hindi naman sila nawala talaga, hindi naman nalalaos at naluluma yung mga kanta nila. Ilang beses mang pakinggan hindi nagagasgas. Paulit ulit mang kantahin hindi napagsasawaan. Magbago man ang lahat ng bagay, taas baba man ang presyo ng gasoline..pag dating sa kanila wala namang nag/magbabago...

Nagmahal man dating halagang 600 pisong chucks na ngayon higit 2,000 piso na. Madami mang nagsulputang bagong genres. Madami mang nauso, at nalaos. Madaming banda man ang umangat na sa mainstream at lumubog. Maaaring may kanya kanya na nga silang tinutugtugang banda ngayon, marahil hindi na talaga sila magsasama sama bilang isa... bilang banda na kinabaliwan at kinababaliwan parin ng marami hanggang ngayon, hindi mapagkakaila na nag iwan sila ng malaki malalim at permanenteng marka sa Pinoy Music Industry.

Sa paniniwala ko hanggang hindi namamatay ang Industriya ng Musikang Pilipino...

Sila ay mananatiling sila...

nandyan, nandito lang

P.S

Hangga’t hindi namamatay ang Industriya ng Musikang Pilipino...

(Wag naman natin hayaang mangyari to, let’s support local bands...wag magpaakit sa murang OPM pirated CDs please)

Surveydora...

2008-08-26T20:51:00.004+08:00

bored pasensya na..

1. if your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
- im bored.. or tired.. or pikon.. or galit..
2. if someone hit you, what would you do?
- ouch gago ka ah sabay hit back
3. what do you do for a living?
- wala my gosh ang boring diba? humihinga lang ako kumakain kumukurap natutulog haha yan lang role ko sa mundo as of now
4. would you still study after college?
- finish na ko magcollege.. i dunno maybe, pag tinopak ako.. or nabore ng tuluyan sa buhay ko
5. last time you laughed so hard?
- a while ago dahil sa ilaw..
6. has anyone told you they missed you lately?
- yes ponx..weeee happy birthday!
7. are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
- ngayon? sakin to lahat ahaha
8. last book/magazine/etc you read?
- yung natapos ko as in? interview with the vampire.. pero binabasa ko ngayon maktub, unbearable lightness of being, and sleepy hollow.. oo silang tatlo salit salitan pag nabobore ako sa isa yung isa naman
9. have you bumped to a glass door?
- parang hindi pa naman ata?
10. do you regret anything from your past?
- unfortunately yes, pero dapat hindi! ahah pinilit... no regrets just lessons learned! :)
11. if you could seek revenge on someone would you?
- oo naman.. rar gantingera ko eh ahahaha! chos
12. how do you react when people cry around you?
- naku nakuu tahan na ice cream gusto mo?
13. last argument?
- kanina ahaha araw araw naman eh
14. do you have a crush?
- yes crushes pa dahil ako ay marupok haha joke
15. do you know how to belly dance?
- hahaha hindi ko ittry ever! ang sagwa talaga
16. what are you listening to?
- tunog ng ps2..ingay ni kuya at ateng naglalaro
17. last beverage?
- water
18. last nap?
- kanina with abie and ate o. na napakaharot..
19. do you own a planner?
- yes!! excited ako bumili tuwing mag eend yung year! ahaha planner ko ngaun yung sa jollibee ahaha at mukha nang scrapbook..pero di na masyado nasusulatan dahil sa boring kong buhay
20. favorite month/s?
- ber months siguro kasi malamig...pwede din march - april summer summer summer!!!
21. would your parents be mad if you get pregnant?
- hahaha oo naman noh malamang!!
22.would they be mad if you were to be sent some place far from their reach?
- hmm depends
23. what were you doing last saturday?
- can't remember im sorry hehe
24. sweetest thing anyone has ever done for you?
- wala kong maisip eh
25. the most weird thing in your house?
- madami eh lahat dito weirdo pati mga tao
26. are you racist?
- nope
27.How long have you been breathing since birth?
- *hinga hinga*
28.Are you single?
- yes.. since kopong kopong
29.What are you doing right now?
- nagsasagot nito stupid kaw! aside from this nakikinid kila kuya
30.Have you cried today at all?
- nope
31.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
- GSM blue
32.Do you want to be in a relationship?
- depende kung ready na why not poknats
33.Do you actually believe in perfection?
- hindi noh
34.Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
- sunny pero hindi super init..tamang weather lang for iwas baskil..iwas ubo..iwas sipon..iwas baha effect
35.Have you been to New York City?
- hindi pa..
36.What do you think about before you go to bed?
- anong oras kaya ako gigising?
37.Last voice mail you received?
- di uso sakin yun ahaha
38.Who were the last people to lay in bed with you?
- Abie and Ate O. kaninang siesta
39.Where did you sleep last night?
- my room, my bed
40.How many close friends do you have?
- ang dami ehhh
41.What is your fave song right now
- right now? wishing wells ng eheads ay tama ba may s ba yun?
43.Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
- yes
44.Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
- yes and no
45.Do you wear glasses or contacts?
- used to.. ayoko na kasi mag glasses eh neemphasize yung big nose ahahaha
46.When is your next road trip?
- road trip bang macoconsider yung ginagawa namin ni Kuya Ariel? haha! kung ganun bukas.. or pag magppractice na kami ni Superman :)
47.Would rain actually stop you from going?
- depende kung ano ba ung pupuntahan..kung commute at di naman masyadong importante most probably oo hahah! ehem mga ilang interviews ang hindi ko sinipot dahil sa ulan.. kahit hindi commute ahaha sarap matulog eh.. okay haba na ng sinabi ko
48.Do you get nervous with public speaking?
- depende sa audience pero usually oo ahahha

ISA PA PAGBIGYAN NA

1.who was the last person you threw out of your life?
- isang taong di naman masyadong deserving ng pagod oras at salapi..haha sang kanta ko ba narinig yan
2.are you wearing any socks?
- nope..
3.do you regret something you did yesterday?
- yesterday? hindi naman.. sana lang.. tinapakan ko yung clutch ahaahah chos
4.whats the last thing you ate?
- sisig oh my sarap
5.last movie you watched in theaters?
- sarah johnlloyd the second time around ahahha
6.what kind of bottoms are you wearing?
- bikini bottoms ahahah spongebob?
7.how many windows are open on your computer?
- one two three
8.what do you hear right now?
- bugshung bugshung ahaha sfx nung nilalaro nila kuya "no enemy shall ever surpass me" ayan saktong nadinig ko ahahhah
9.how many hours did you sleep last night?
- uhm 8? 7? buti nga di na 12 eh
10.whats bothering you right now?
- my boring life
11.are you sarcastic?
- yes
12.are you shy?
- depende
14.are you talkative?
- yes, i think
15.last person you saw?
- kuya
16.who's the last person you talked on the phone with?
- ate monette
17.in the past week have you gotten sick?
- hindi naman ata
18.in the past week have you felt stupid?
- yes ahahaha kanina nina lang ahaha pero masayang maging stupid minsan depende sa level ng stupidity
20.in the past week have you watched cartoons?
- counted ba yung mga pinapakita sa PS? kung oo oo ahaha kung hindi naku hindi balita nalang ang napapanood ngaun dito
21.what were you doing at 9 AM this morning?
- papuntang driving school
22.in the past week have you felt sad?
- no
23.has someone disappointed you recently?
- counted ba sarili ko? pero ok lang sarili ko ahahaha tanggap kita ahahhaha!!! baliw
24.do you have plans for this weekend?
- hatid si ate sa airport
25.do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
- depends
26.do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
- depende sa tao sitwasyon
27.last thing you said aloud?
- AAAAAAY SORRY!!!!!
28.what do you want to name your kids?
- something kakaiba na hindi magagalit yun kids pag laki nila hahaha
29.if you could pack up and move, would you?
- oo kung kaya ko nang buhayin sarili ko why not poknats
30.what is one thing you have learned lately?
- gear 1234 R..haha! pindutin ang R1 kasabay ng triangle at ng up para paliparin ang mga kalaban ni dante sa devil may cry3 ahahaha
31.what person in your family are you the most like?
- ewan
32.have you ever had your heart broken?
- yes
33.does it really feel as bad as people say?
- yes..pero masarap ung inuman
34.do you hate when people smoke around you?
- nope..pag sakin binubuga oo
35.who did you sit with at lunch today?
- wala mag isa ko nag lunch
36.does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
- naku di ko maalala kung sino
37.do you like the Jonas Brothers?
- no
38.honestly, how many people have you COMPLETELY fallen for?
- 3? not sure
39.who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
- naku madami..pinakalast si egay
40.name something that made you smile today?
- sabaw moments ko
41.can you name a quote from the song you are listening to?
- wala kong pinakikinggang song right now.. gusto mo ung sa nilalaro ni kuya at ate? "no enemy shall ever surpass me" at "destroy them all" ahaahha u like that?
42.whats the closest thing to you thats liquid?
- fit'n right four seasons with l carnitine that helps burn fat aaahhaha
43.strawberry pancakes or banana pancakes?
- pancakes nalang.. no kahit ano..
44.burger king or wendy's?
- BK
45.what time is it?
- 9:46 pm
46.where is your best friend right ow?
- bahay? dorm? school?
47.would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
- both
48.are you listening to music right now?
- no nga
49.who else is in the room with you?
- kuya and ate
50.in winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
- walang winter dito ahahha pero kahit ano..
51.how long can you go without your mobile phone?
- depende

Driving.Kasabawan.Pagbisita.

2008-08-26T19:49:00.007+08:00

DRIVING:

Kahapon first day ko sa driving school matagal nang pinlanong mag enroll pero kelan lang nakakuha ng student's permit..sobrang katamaran at dahil sa paglipat lipat na din ng LTO, pasaway.Pero ayos na din dahil mas ma-okay yung pwesto nila ngayon. Anyway bakit naimbento ang manual na sasakyan? ang sakit ng katawan ko 2 hours lang yun ah.. at kotse pa yun gamit.. sino bang nagsabi kasing mag-aral akong magdrive?? Ang sarap kayang magmuni muni habang nasa passenger's seat noh! Pero okay na din feeling ko plus 20% maturity sakin! Ayun isa pang narealize ko peste ang karamihan ng mga truck at jeepney drivers... napa- "aaaay" nalang ako nung ni-sandwich nila ako. Anyway, once lang naman ako namatayan ng makina ahaha nagpanic kasi ako:

Kuya Ariel: Shift to gear 3

Kotse: *deads*

Kuya Ariel: O nakalimutan mo na? Wag ka mataranta..

Ako: E kasi kuya andaming nagpopotpot eh

Hahaha nanisi pa ko talaga noh? pero kanina okay naman na, ma-okay na din ako mag U-turn.. sabi nung isang instructor pwede na daw akong driver.. naisip ko lang GOODLUCK talaga noh sakit sakit kaya sa katawan... mas gusto ko nalang talagang magmunimuni sa passenger's seat kasi dun pwede nakataas paa.. habang kumakain ahahah or sa likod nalang nakahiga pa ko ahahaha! tamad amp.

Anyway kesa naman nga mabulok ako sa bahay.. mag iisip na lang ako ng mga gagawin ko pa hahah! check na un driving chumenelyn..goal ko talaga yun na before matapos ang August e nakapa driving school na ko..yes sa wakas may na achieve din na goal ahaha ay wala pa pala dahil di ko alam kung matututo ako hahah

Pag-alis ni Ate O. balik nanaman ako sa boring kong buhay haha! tsktsk inaamag na ang journal ko..walang mailagay.. kinakalawang na ang buhay ko.. baka mabore na ko ng todong todo masama ito..

KASABAWAN:

Kanina pag gising ko.. sobrang kasabawan ni-on ang PS2.. ni-on ang TV gamit ang remote..sabay lapag sa tabi ko.. tapos may tumalsik na tubig.. tingala sa kisame.. huh? wala namang tulo.. andaming talsik ng tubig.. paglingon sa tabi ko.. AAAAAAAAAY!!! Nagdive ang remote ng TV sa basong puno ng tubig.. malamig lamig pa yung tubig.. na by the way e kinuha ko bago ako umupo at mag-on ng TV!

Isa pa...

Abie: Ate papatay ng ilaw sa kwarto..

pagpindot ng switch namatay ang ilaw sa sala... AAAAAAAAY!! SORRY!! ni-switch ko ulit ilaw sa kwarto ni abie.. hindi nabukas yung sa sala..

EHEM ang sabaw ko lang!!! Si kuya yung nagswitch nung ilaw sa Sala!!! at EHEM ang switch lang sa kwarto nila Abie ay para lang sa ilaw sa kwarto nila Abie.. Tawang tawa kaming lahat napakasabaw ko lang talaga ngayong araw na to...

PAGBISITA:

May Flu si Abie, exam niya on Wednesday yung mga books niya for Wednesday nasa classroom nila.. So pinuntahan namin ni Mama kanina bago kami magtagpo ni Kuya Ariel. Para sa inyong kaalaman dun din ako nag highschool at nag grade school. Pagpunta namin sa Library, narealize ko wala masyadong nabago.. parang wala din bagong libro simula nung nag graduate ako. Hindi ko masabing at home ako, dahil hindi na talaga.. sa sobrang tagal sigurong hindi ako nadalaw.. o baka dati pa hindi na talaga ako at home dun.. ang weird lang ayokong grumaduate dati ng highschool kasi ayoko sa ibang world haha ngayon narealize ko mas umokay ako as a person sa mga taong nakilala at nakasalamuha ko sa college.. dun mas at home ako dun mas napakita ko yung totoong ako..

Tapos nung palabas na kami dun kami sa gate ng gradeschool dumaan dahil dun din kami nakapark.. sinilip ko kung nandun pa yung Mango tree na inukitan namin ng initials ng bestfriend ko nung grade school... pag tingin ko wow ang laki na ng puno!!!!!

pag tingala ko.. AY MALI PUNO PALA NG DUHAT YUN ahhahahahhahahahahha tangena dapat sa kasabawan part pala to noh!?

so ayun wala na si mango tree..

yun lang..

wala namang kwenta tong post na to ahahah! sorry sinayang ko ang oras mo..

namimiss ko nang magsulat ng mga bagay na may saysay..

Does your name fit you?????

2008-08-24T19:53:00.004+08:00

I'm bored... just got home from the derma.. awts parang pinasabog yung mukha ko ahahah very maga hello pores!!!

Anyway.. sige na gumaya na din kayo ahaha gaya gaya kasi ako kaya gumaya ako labo

♫ A: hot (hahaha tssss hot crispy pata comin' up)
♫ N: loves to laugh and smile (and giggle and laugh at my stupidities)
♫ N: loves to laugh and smile (ulet ulet naman)
♫ A: hot (anu ba ulitin pa tama na ahahaha feelingera amp)

♫ M: Makes dating fun (don't think so)
♫ A: hot (sige one more time)
♫ E: has gorgeous eyes (has BIG eyes ahaha)

♫ H: stick to one (hmm..)

♫ A: hot (ayyy anu baa... hahaha ang arte)
♫ L: is really sweet (er.. not)
♫ T: smile to die for (die!!!)
♫ E: has gorgeous eyes (BIG nga e BIG parang tarsier)
♫ Z: can be funny and dumb at times (eto lang ata ang sumakto ahahahhaha!!!! hindi lang at times.. all the time!!)

-----------------------------------------

♫ A: hot
♫ B: loves people
♫ C: good kisser
♫ D: can kick ur butt
♫ E: has gorgeous eyes
♫ F: loves people wild and crazy adore
♫ you
♫ G: very outgoing
♫ H: stick to one
♫ I: very good kisser
♫ J: is very sexual
♫ K: crazy
♫ L: is really sweet
♫ M: Makes dating fun
♫ N: loves to laugh and smile
♫ O: has one of the best personalities
♫ ever
♫ P: popular with all types of people
♫ Q: a hypocrite
♫ R: funny
♫ S: makes people laugh
♫ T: smile to die for
♫ U: is loved by everyone
♫ V: not judgmental
♫ W: very broad minded
♫ X: never let people tell you what to
do
♫ Y: is loved by everyone
♫ Z: can be funny and dumb at times

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isa lang narealize ko dito... ang boring ng pangalan ko paulet ulet lang yung letters..

Sequel

2008-08-21T10:37:00.003+08:00

not a huge fan of sequels....

... sorry no more part 2 BYE!

Nostalgia

2008-08-15T09:59:00.005+08:00

When I checked my phone this morning, there was a message from Ate O. I opened it and read it, and this was what was in her text message:

Alam mu ba aug 17 na ko uuwi? Ipinakiusap ako nung isang leader sa mataas na pinuno. Naiyak ako hahaha. blahblahblah then details ng pagdating niya

For those who are naiintriga, my sister left for dubai to work for an airline company few months ago, mga November I think. Saming magkakapatid siguro siya yung pinakaka-close ko because we're both maarte, loud, maldita, maloko, lasengga, laitera, lakwatsera,ukay ukayeras atbp. (haha parang puro nega yun ah). Anyway, since she left mejo tumahimik dito sa bahay dahil nabawas ang kaingayan niya, plus dagdag mo pa na yung other sister kong si Ate Monette ay may work na, si Abie nagsschool na, and Daddy's already in Cebu. Tahimik na talaga yung bahay.

I'm very VERY very VERY excited sa pag uwi ni Ate O. kasi uuwi din si Daddy.. November pa kami huling nakumpleto. Pero alam ko mas excited sila, lalo na si Ate O. Actually dapat bukas na ang uwi niya, after ng shift niya uwi na siya dito kaya lang hindi daw na-approve yung replacement thingamajigs so na-move ng 18. At kagabi nga lang e na-move na ng 17.

Kung titingnan mo, ilang days lang naman yung difference pero big deal sa kanya yung ilang days na yun.. Kung pwedeng pinaka pinaka pinaka ASAP e AASAPAN niya na talaga.

Yun ang mahirap talaga when you're working miles away from home matatalo ka talaga ng homesickness. Though you get to talk to your family through text, e-mails, and IM's iba pa din yung sabay kayong shumashopping, sabay kumakain, sabay nalalasing haha! I can't say na I had the total experience na ma-homesick. Konti lang yung compared sa kanya. Anyway, last summer 2007 I had to stay at my friend's house for like a month or two ata because of my OJT. I was excited at first kasi nagniningning sa isip ko yung "ALAK EVERY NIGHT, MADALING ARAW NA UWI GALING SA INUMAN, LAKWATSA atbp" Nung una nag eenjoy ako talaga, kaya lang kasi birthday ko nung isang araw tapos na-sad ako kasi di ako nagcelebrate with my family, nagcelebrate ako nung weekend before nung birthday ko. Tapos nung night nung birthday ko, tatlo lang kami nung friends kong umiinom, monthsary din nila yun so double celebration. Tapos nag away pa sila hahaha! Happy birthday talaga, so we ended up sleeping nalang kalahati lang ata yung nabawas dun sa alak. After nun namiss ko na ang bahay namin... at sabi nga sa isang Eheads song "mahal kita pero miss na miss ko na ang aking kama.. at ang malupit kong unan.." Kaya sabi ko, uuwi na ko. Kaya ayun umuwi nga ako nagpasundo ako sa ABS-CBN sa aking mga magulang at sinama nila ko sa Tagaytay uminom kami ng walang humpay lasing kaming dalawa ni Daddy ahahah!

Ay andami kong segue anu ba yan...

Ang point ko lang naman..

UNA: Mahirap talagang malayo ka sa family mo, kahit sabihin mo pang limpak limpak na salapi ang sinusweldo mo.. kahit sabihin mo pang pwede kang lumangoy sa alak gabi gabi ang all. Dadating at dadating talaga yung time na mahohomesick ka

PANGALAWA: Excited na ko sa pag uwi ni Daddy, at lalo na ni Ate O. na mga pinaka-close ko sa bahay na ito.. akalain mo noh sila na nga yung mga pinakanakakasundo ko nagsi-alisan pa.. Excited na ko talaga hindi dahil sa mga pasalubong na dala nila..(pero sige na kasama na'rin yun..ps3 come to Ana!) Excited ako kasi macocomplete na kami ulit... ay hindi padin pala dahil wala na si Ash.. so sad.. ahaha labo ko

PANGATLO: Ang bilis ng panahon, kahapon nagmuni muni kasi ako.. naalala ko yung sarili ko yearsssss before.. isang summer day, nakahiga ako sa sofa namin sa may bintana..ginagawa ang favorite kong gawain tumanga.. sabi ko sa sarili ko anu kayang buhay ko after ko mag aral, anu kayang ichura ko pag dalaga na ko.. mga ganun ganun.. tapos naisip ko andito na ko sa stage na dati tinatanga tanga at sinisilip silip ko lang sa bintana noon... tapos dating dati pa naalala ko nag ffiesta carnival pa kami. hahah tapos pag nagbabakasyon sila sa QC ng one week at iwan ako dito sa Antipolo mabuang buang na ko sa pagkabored at pagkamiss sa kanila.. tapos ngayon ang usapan na Dubai..Cebu.. Antipolo.. haha pero teka parang di na ko nakamove on ah ako padin yung iwan sa Antipolo???? ahahaha

PANG-APAT: UUWI NA NGA SILA!!!!!!!! UUWI NA UUWI NA UUWI NA!! sobrang saya ko lang bow.. sana safe ang maging biyahe nila.. NAIA hintayin mo ko magkikita nanaman tayo! :)

wiii!!! KO, ate O. and me @ a secret jolog bar with jolog people where I got really drunk and tripped off the stage ahahah sa ngalan ng Chicosci!

ate O. cha and me @ Miriam ANO?! concert.. isaw galore, again nakainom pero di lasing :)

gate crashing the MCfreshmen's night hahaha

at the Our Lady of Manaoag church ate monette, abie, ate oyang , mommy

i don't have pictures of daddy and kuya dito na bago eh ahahah yan nalang sobrang luma payatot pa si daddy hahah ngaun parang jimmy santos na...wala kaming family picture na complete eh..pero promise pagdating nila meron na :)

how vintage.. that's kuya, ate o. and me.. watching shake rattle and roll ahahha

Francis M. has been diagnosed with leukemia and is currently in need of blood donors

2008-08-14T10:05:00.004+08:00

dear friends…

we would like to ask your generous help in supporting one of our
dearest friends in the industry Mr. FrancisM. He has been diagnosed
with leukemia and we are currently doing a blood drive. Donations are
needed of any blood type and platelets. Please go to the Lower Ground
Floor of Medical City and donations may be made under the name of
FRANCIS MAGALONA. Your support for this will be highly valued and
appreciated.

thank you again…

day

-got this from JC's blog

I was watching the news yesterday, tas nakita ko nga yun na kailangan ni Francis M. ng blood donors.. di ko naman napanood ng buo anubayan... anyway eto nagbasa basa na ko..

andaming sad news... anyway let's all pray for Francis M. and Tara too..

(UPDATE 2) Rapper Francis Magalona diagnosed with leukemia

By Pocholo Concepcion
Philippine Daily Inquirer, INQUIRER.net
First Posted 16:48:00 08/13/2008

MANILA, Philippines-- Rap musician-TV host-actor Francis Magalona has been diagnosed with leukemia and is undergoing more tests.

A son of the popular 1950s movie tandem Pancho Magalona and Tita Duran, the 43-year-old father of eight children is appealing for sobriety as he prepares to fight the disease. “I don't want a media circus. I want privacy with my family,” Francis said in a phone interview with the Philippine Daily Inquirer as he waited for his attending doctor. “What I'd rather talk about is how to we can solicit blood donations to replace the supply that I have consumed in the hospital.”

Francis' wife, Pia Arroyo-Magalona, said her husband started exhibiting symptoms in March this year. “It was very gradual, hindi siya biglaang lumabas [it didn't manifest right away]. We don't want to use the word 'curable,' but the doctors say it's treatable.”

Pressed for more details, Magalona said that he will issue a formal statement Thursday (Aug. 14) on the noontime variety TV show “Eat Bulaga” where he is a regular host.

With a report from Gerry Plaza, INQUIRER.net

- from Inquirer.net

Lucky!

2008-08-12T14:25:00.003+08:00

Wiiii!! I'm excited!

Dear Papa Lord,
Thank you thank you... i wish wish kahit isa sana dun ok.. kung alin mas tingin mong okay for me.. ha? ha?.. and if ever... IF EVER sana magstart after umalis na ni Ate O. hihi after na namin magpakasaya.. ha? ha? please please please... kahit one lang dun sa dalawa.. whichever you think is better for me.. kung wala..uhm sige na nga okay lang..pero i-meron mo na please?

Ana

- naaaddict ako sa icons.. andami dami dami dami kong icons na ni-save sa photobucket ko kaya expect nio na may icon sa bawat dulo ng post ko kahit walang konek wiiii ahahaha

ilang tulog nalang wiii

2008-08-11T17:23:00.003+08:00

1. Perfect?
*** simple plan haha korni
2. Tall?
*** yes i think haha
3. In your pajamas?
*** nope
4. Left handed
*** nope kananete
.
***** FAVORITE: *****
1. Number(s)
*** wuhla
2. Color(s)
*** green, blue, black, white
3. Food
*** pizza, pasta at marami pang iba.. shit i want inasal!
4. Place
*** inuman place, bahay, beach, farm namin dati..
.
***** QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: *****
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning
*** naghanap ng mga tao hahah! tapos walang nakita bukod sa sarili ko
Q: Do you have anything bothering you now?
*** yeuh.. aapplyan ko ba yun o hindi?
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
*** john lloyd sara
.
picture this...
Q: Where is the last place you went?
*** tama ba sentence mo? sounds barok.. anywway ngaun ba? sa kwarto ko lang eh
Q: Do you smile often?
*** yes, i think..bungisngis
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
*** sometimes when i'm desperado
Q: Are you a friendly person?
*** i think..
Q: Best friend or worst enemy?
*** best friend
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
*** kwarto kong makalat ngayon hindi na wiiiii
Q: Why did you sleep there?
*** kwarto ko yun eh san ba dapat?
Q: When was the last time you cried?
*** selective memory
Q: Who was your last thought before going to sleep?
*** ate o. ayun napaginipan ko tuloy
010. Hair color?
*** black
011. Long or short?
*** or
013. Sweats or Jeans?
*** jeans
014. Phone or Camera?
*** both
015. Health freak?
*** no
016. Drink or Smoke?
*** yes and no (used to)
019. Piercings?
*** ears 5
020. Tattoos?
*** wala, pero i want one
021. Righty or lefty?
*** righty
.
***** FIRSTS : *****
023. First piercing?
*** nung baby pa
024. First bestfriend?
*** lizy ballesteros- tama ba spelling tama ba surname? ahaha kinder1 pa yun eeeh
025. First Award
*** hmm di ko sure eh.. baka yung sa poem thingie nung gradeschool
026. First love?
*** wootwoot! hahaha!
027. First pet?
*** patrash..dog
028. First big vacation?
*** bicol?

***** CURRENTLY : *****
049. Eating?
** nothing
050. Drinking?
*** water..hayhayhay no alcohol since last week
052. I'm about to?
*** scold abie
053. Listening to?
*** check yes juliet
054. Plans today?
*** patapos na ang day noh!
055. last pers0n to make you smile?
*** kuya
.
***** WHICH IS BETTER WITH A BOY?..
068. Lips or eyes?
*** eyes siguro
070. Shorter or taller?
*** taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous?
*** spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms?
*** both
074. Sensitive or loud?
*** sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship?
*** relationship
***** HAVE YOU EVER: *****
079. Drank bubble tea?
*** not yet
080. Lost Glasses/contacts?
*** yes..kunwari para di na ko pag suotin ahaha ayaw na eh...
81. Ran away from home?
*** yes haha pero sa kapitbahay lang pumunta ahaha as in mga 5 steps away from our pintuan
084. Broken someone's heart?
*** don't know
085. Been arrested?
*** not yet

***** DO YOU BELIEVE IN: *****
090. Miracles?
*** sometimes
091. Love at first sight?
*** no
093. Santa claus?
*** used to

***** ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: *****
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
*** hindi lang one person dami dami dami!
098. Are you seriously happy with where your life?
*** ay anung sabi mo? hahah! nope
099. Do you believe in God?
*** yep
100. Do you believe in Karma?
*** yeuh

Home Alone

2008-08-11T09:22:00.005+08:00

Maaga naman akong nagising, wala padin akong naabutan? hahaha! uhm nasan ang mga tao sa bahay namin??? rar this'll be one really boooring day..

or so i thought..

bahay:
since wala si lynda at ako lang mag isa.. ako nagluto at nagwash ng dishes..rar! ang baba ba ng kitchen sink namin o matangkad lang ako? sakit sa likod pucha! ate lynda pumasok ka na bukas ples!
anyway sa takot kong mabore ako nilinis ko ulit yung room ko at iniba ko yung ayos...hmm wala naman nagbago panget pa din ahhaha!bigla ko atang pinagsisihan yung pag sulat ko sa walls kasi di ko naman natuloy na.. at mukhang madungis dahil panget ang handwriting ko haha..hmm kailangan na sigurong paintan nalang..

career:
kailangan ko na bang maghanap ng work? ahaha sabi nung isa kong classmate kinakalawang na daw ang creativity niya dahil di daw nagagamit sa work na pinasukan niya.. e pano pa kaya yung skills ko noh? (kung meron man)ang gulo kasi, minsan gusto kong magwork na pero madalas ayoko ahhahah labo..may e-mail akong natanggap, sabi ko ayaw ko sa ganung field pero pinag iisipan ko din kasi mukhang fun din naman at ok yung company, ewan ko lang yung compensation but at least dito siguradong hindi bahay ahaha at hindi bumabaha ang sakayan kahit pa may magwiwing dinosaur. I think i'll try, pag hindi ako natanggap ibig sabihin 'di ako meant sa field na yun.. wachutink papa lord?

pamilya:
Konting tulog nalang dadating na sila yehey.. bilisan niyo nang umuwi ples! dali na dali naaaa! 4 days nalang tama ba? sana friday na agad.. sana mabilis nalang yung tuesday to thursday..tapos pagdating ng friday hanggang mga next days bumagal na ahaha!

bow

THERE IS SOMETHING WE CAN DO FOR TARA SANTELICES. PLEASE FORWARD TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW.

2008-08-08T19:56:00.002+08:00

THERE IS SOMETHING WE CAN DO FOR TARA SANTELICES. PLEASE FORWARD TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW.

Word spreads around fast and almost everyone has already heard about what happened to our dear friend, Tara Santelices (Assumption Antipolo’s Batch 2003 and Ateneo de Manila University’s Class of 2007, AB Political Science).

On the eve of her 23rd birthday, Tara was shot in the head during a hold-up while riding a jeepney along Imelda Avenue, Cainta, Rizal. Joee Mejias, who was with her at that time, rushed her to Amang Rodriguez Memorial Hospital in Marikina City. The parents of Tara and Joee arrived at the hospital shortly thereafter. When morning came, Tara’s parents finally decided to transfer her to the Medical City, Ortigas Avenue, Pasig City. Since 8:00am of August 6, Tara has been in the ICU fighting for her dear life. Her parents have decided not to push through with the operation.

Although it might seem that there is nothing else that we can do but wait for Tara to wake up from this horrific nightmare, we, the friends of Tara, have decided to raise funds for Tara’s hospital bills. This is the least we can do to ease the unbearable pain her family is going through. We have been given the go-signal from Tara’s dad, Tito Larry, and here are the details:

The temporary bank account is under Anne Marie F. Santelices, Banco de Oro, SA 2140-062201. For direct cash donations, please proceed to the ICU Waiting Room of the Medical City (Ortigas Avenue, Pasig City). Please look for Joee Mejias or Lila Santelices.

Any amount will be gratefully accepted. Anonymous donations are also welcome. Please spread the word. Forward this to your family, friends and even to everyone else you know. Please post this on Friendster, Multiply, Facebook and wherever else you can think of. Please send group messages on Yahoo Messenger. This will mean so much to us, her friends.

Please continue praying for Tara, for Joee and for both of their families. If you want to come see Tara, visiting hours at the ICU are at 9:00 am to 11:00 am and 5:00 pm to 7:00 pm.

Thank you so much for your time and kind consideration.

For inquiries, please contact Joee Mejias (09228154987) for calls and Jac Ledonio (09167243071) or Myka Francisco (09163695148) for text messages.

please please re-post

INGAT AVENUE - fundraiser for Tara's Medical Expenses

2008-08-08T12:15:00.001+08:00

INGAT AVENUE is a series of road safety gigs. Safety of motorists, pedestrians, and commuters.

August 14 -ROUTE 196/ Cambio,Shift,Gasulina,Hija,Chillitees, Project 2, South Super Hi-way.

August 16 - MOGWAI CUBAO X/
Radioactive Sago Project,JuanPabloDream Chilitees, Cambio, Shift, Gasulina

September 4 - SAGUIJO/ Peryodiko, Nicole and Carlo (rest of line up TBA)

Proceeds will go to the medical expenses of Saffron Speedway guitarist, Tara Bosch-Santelices who was shot during a hold-up incident while commuting home early this week.

Pass the hat. Please re-post.

re-post from Rock Ed's BB

Check Yes Juliet

2008-08-07T10:15:00.005+08:00

Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings

Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.

Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do:

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever we'll be
You and me.

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms
Now they can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever we'll be
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever we'll be...

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever we'll be
You and me
You and me
You and me

We the Kings (formerly 'Broken Image', 'De Soto') is an American powerpop band from Bradenton, Florida. They are currently signed to the independent label S-Curve Records (distributed by EMI Music), and their debut full-length was released in October 2007.

The band members first met at Martha B. King Middle School in Bradenton, Florida; their name refers to this institution. The group began playing together while at Manatee High School in the early 2000s, and landed on the PureVolume Top 10 list after hiring a manager. After continuing success via internet sites such as MySpace, the group signed to S-Curve Records, who issued their debut self-titled album on October 2, 2007.The album peaked at #3 on Billboard's Top Heatseekers chart and #151 on the Billboard 200.The band has toured with bands such as Cobra Starship, Valencia, Just Surrender, Metro Station, Boys Like Girls, All Time Low, The Audition, Cute Is What We Aim For, Danger Radio, Madina Lake, Mayday Parade, and Powerspace. The song "This Is Our Town" is featured in commercials for the new season of One Tree Hill, and on the show Newport Harbor. On February 4th, their song "Check Yes Juliet" was featured as the free single of the week on iTunes. On April 8th, their song "Check Yes Juliet" was featured in an episode of MTV's The Hills.

It has been announced that We the Kings will be performing all dates during Warped Tour 2008.

We the Kings played on their first headlining tour "Long Hair Don't Care" with Valencia, The Cab, Sing it Loud, and Charlotte Sometimes during the month of April.

In May/June We The Kings supported Cute Is What We Aim For and Boys Like Girls on their UK tour.

On August 30 2008 they will be a part of The Rays Summer Concert Series, playing on the field after a Tampa Bay Rays game.

Current members
Travis Clark – lead vocals, guitar
Hunter Thomsen – guitar, vocals
Drew Thomsen – bass
Danny Duncan – drums

Thank you wikipedia! Thank you imeem! Thank you myspace!

Add them on Myspace - www.myspace.com/wethekings

Employed

2008-08-04T09:53:00.003+08:00

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NOT!!

hahaha!

Last Thursday I got a call from an events company, inviting me for an interview, after waiting for almost an hour I got interviewed, and dadadadang got hired.

Saturday: Bought new clothes, new pair of shoes etc.

Sunday: Went to mass, and went to see what the office looked like.. eto yung nangyari

Binaba kami ni Mommy sa may Ligaya at dun nagsimulang mag commute.. so nag commute kame ni Ate para daw alam ko na kung ano ang sasakyan ko at san ako bababa kinabukasan.. after an hour napuntahan din namin yung place..saktong dun kami ibinaba sa tapat nung office/bahay at sakto din andun ata sa labas yung may-ari, sobrang gulat ko sa ichura nung lugar tumawid ako agad sa kabila..naiwan si ate sa tapat ng office/bahay.. pag lingon niya nawawala na ko... ahaha pinuntahan niya ko at nagpayong kami kahit di umuulan para hindi kami makita nung may ari ahahah! super bilis ng lakad namin hahah sobrang comedy.. so nimeet na namin si Mommy at Abie... at nagliwaliw nalang...

Sunday afternoon: tinext ko na yung boss na hindi na ko papasok ahah! at nag okay naman siya with smiley

Monday: Back to being unemployed hahahaha!

Please oh please..pretty please

2008-07-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

one night....

Ana: Dear Papa God,

Promise pag may tumawag sa'kin for interview sisipagin na kong pumunta,
kahit umuulan pa.. kahit maaga.. kahit mag commute ako papunta..

please

please

please

Pero Papa God kung pwede kung may tumawag ulit..wag naman po sanang maaga
kung pwede.. kahit mga 3pm? o sige na nga Papa God 10am.. If pwede wag din
po sanang umuulan oh sige na hassle kasi eh.. sana din hindi Thursday para
hindi coding si Mommy sana din walang kasabay na lakad niya para kung pwede
hindi ako magcommute.

Narealize ko..nung bandang patapos na yung prayer ko pala binawi ko din yung mga sinabi ko ahahha..

Please Papa God bigyan mo ko ng sipag kung pwede madaming sipag thank you

- Ana

dreamcatcher

2008-07-30T20:10:00.002+08:00

Traditionally, the Ojibwa construct dreamcatchers by tying
sinew strands in a web around a small round or tear-shaped frame of willow (in a
way roughly similar to their method for making snowshoe webbing). The resulting
"dream-catcher", hung above the bed, is then used as a charm to protect sleeping
children from nightmares. Dreamcatchers made of willow and sinew are not meant
to last forever but instead are intended to dry out and collapse over time as
the child enters the age of adulthood.

The Ojibwa believe that a dreamcatcher filters a person's dreams. According
to Terri J. Andrews in the article "Legend of the Dream Catcher," about the
Ojibwa nation in the magazine World & I, Nov. 1998 page 204, "Only good
dreams would be allowed to filter through . . . Bad dreams would stay in the
net, disappearing with the light of day."
-Wikipedia

I have one, thanks to Beryl... naalala ko lang.. kasi nagkanightmare ako kagabi.. nakatakas sa dreamcatcher.. scary

gabi na lang sana ulit

2008-07-25T10:04:00.010+08:00

"....simula pa lang yan sa pagtataya Ana. Unfortunately, madami ka pang maeexperience na ganyan... "

umaga:

hindi ko alam kung pano ko lalabas ng kwarto ng hindi nila napapansin ang magang maga kong mga mata..

"... kaya mo yan..letse. I swear. Dadating yung time na tatawanan mo na lang yan.."

hapon:

sana bukas tawanan ko na 'to lahat... sana bukas kaya ko nang i-joke ang mga bagay bagay..

pero nararamdaman ko malapit na kong matawa

malapit na konting iyak lang to

"...have a gudnyt! pabasag tayo tom :)"

gabi:

pwede na ulit akong mag isip..

pwede nang hindi magpigil ng iyak dahil wala nang makakakita..

matatapos din 'to..

bukas sasaya ako

salamat sa gabi

salamat sa mga kaibigan

salamat sa painkillers

salamat sa antok

bukas sana nga sumaya ako

alikabok.kalat.kahapon

2008-07-22T15:37:00.004+08:00

Kahapon naglinis ako maghapon.. naghalungkat ng mga gamit at nagmuni muni... tapos may mga nakita akong kung anu ano..bigla nalang akong natatawa mag isa

Eto si Kotler... naging boyfriend naming lahat nung 2nd year kung hindi ako nagkakamali o 3rd year yun? basta lagi naming kasama, katabi matulog, kasama sa almusal, pati sa inuman.. hahaha akalain mo ba namang prelims namin kailangang basahin yang buong libro tapos ang masaklap pa dyan bubunot ka lang ng isang tanong na sasagutin mo in front of the class.. talagang mag isa nang nagshutdown ang brain ko nung huling gabi bago yung prelims namin..

Hello sa notebook ko! 4th year first sem tama ba? sobrang boring ng class kaya hello doodle doodle haha Theology class yan bantay na bantay ako sa oras dahil naddrain na ang buo kong pagkatao sobrang booooring ng prof namin.. mula 11:00 hanggang 11:45 akong nagdoodle kung anu sinasabi nia sinusulat ko naman ahahah kahit walang saysay

"Hello?? Nasan ang beauty mo" - Tuqxs
Last Order sa Penguin... pinakamasayang play na ginawa namin ever. 2nd year college sa Phil. Literature Class. Nakasingko kami dyan yeheeey! Ilang araw na practice lang.. pero matagalang kabisaduhan ng script. I played the role of Tuqxs. Tapos surprisingly nung 3rd year kami nameet namin ang tunay na Tuqxs as in yung Tuqxs jan sa script na yan.. naging prof namin sa theater. Funny lang kasi yung mga roles na ginampanan namin sa play eh sakto sa personalities namin ahaha.. may dating addict na naging pusher, may kinacareer ang sex life, may jombit, may sawang sawa na sa tumatanda niyang partner etc. Igoogle niyo si sir Tuqxs dali dalii

Nakita ko din yung ginawa naming scrapbook para sa Journ class namin.. pinipilit ng prof namin na photojourn ang tawag dyan.. oo tama ang 5 units na major subject na 'yon wala kaming natutunan kundi gumawa ng scrapbook.. sobrang tamad na tamad akong gumawa inuna kong magpakasaya at magpakabisyo ahaha kaya the night before nung deadline ko lang yan ginawa haha kamusta sa pagccram ko noh? natapos ako 7am na ata ng umaga..

pero naisip ko parang gusto kong gumawa ulit ng scrapbook simula dun sa unang unang naaalala ko wala lang parang masaya lang hahaha

Nakuha ko to nung cocktail party ng red batch. Nanalo ako dahil sa pagkapasaway ahaha! sabi na kasing cocktail party eh so ineexpect na ang lahat ay nakacocktail dress.. after yun ng recognition so naka-cocktail dress naman talaga lahat.. e dahil hindi ako comfy na nakadress nagbihis na ko hahaha! so sa cocktail party na yun nakapants ako..pero hindi jeans noh! hahaha so ayun nanalo ako

memory box sa loob ng memory baul.. oha organized eh kasi kung lagay ko lang lahat sa baul sobrang kalat dapat konting kalat lang.. anyway..
ung number 2 sa gilid na hindi masyadong kita ay nakuha ko sa Mcdo tagaytay nalimutan kunin nung waiter e so akin nalang haha.. klepto pala
tickets ng mga pinanood kong plays, films, at ticket din nung nag global fun kame funfunfun very hilo pag uwi dahil sa pesteng flipper ahaha
diskette, ahaha halatang kopong kopong pa eh diskette talaga, kailangan namin ng diskette para sa isang subject namin nung 2nd yr college.. so bumili ako sa bookstore sa school, kasabay kong bumuli si crushie non at at at first time ko sya marinig magsalita ahaha! ayun di naman ginamit ung diskette so tinago ko ahaha
red yarns, seniors retreat nung college (yes NUNG college feeling ko ang tanda ko na) bibigay mo yan sa taong sinosorryhan mo at sa taong gusto mong maging friend forever at maging bagong friend.. may nagbigay sakin nagulat ako talaga
green frog na bigay ni cha nung christmas haha cute cute
jagermeister thingy binigay samin nung manager ng Janero, nung mga Janero days haha..since malapit sa ABS-CBN ang Janero lagi naming binibisita yun after OJT.. hay i miss i miss.. maglalasing sa gabi at papasok sa OJT sa umaga.. gusto ko ulit ng ganung life buhay
green egg.. san ba yan galing? haha aah alam ko na isa sa mga pinakahuling MMP yan
Marlboro Menthol uhm nagulat nalang ako nasa bag ko yan ahah matagal na kong nagquit mag yosi.. pero may natatagpuan akong mga ganyan at lighters sa bag ko dahil hindi sila pwedeng makitaan ng mga magulang nila ng ganyan ahaha

Notebook ko nung 2nd year college hanggang 3rd year... ang laki ng notebook ko ahaha pero nung 4th year lumiit na..lalo na nung second sem ng 4th year

pagbukas ko ng notebook ko jarann ranting moments with Kayc ang forever blockmate ko

Nung magulong magulong magulong birthday ni Cha..isa sa mga pinakafavorite inuman ko.. may dumaan naliligaw na San Miguel guy.. nagtanong kung san ang papuntang hindi ko alam..pinashot sya at binigyan niya kami ng mga ganyan ahahah! hindi namin alam pangalan niya di ko din maalala mukha niya hilo na ko nun eh ahahha

Merry Christmas gifts ni Jade at Piper nung first year :) orange pa favorite color ni Piper nun.. si Jade ay di pa nagddiet ng nagddiet nun..daming chocolates yey

at eto na nga yung notebook ko nung 4th year 2nd sem kung notebook ngang matatawag yan.. since maliit naman ako magsulat okay na sakin ang maliit na notebook again kung notebook ngang matatawag yan hahah! pang lahat ng subjects ko na yan haha!

at ang Jollibee planner ko nakita ko kasi si Nicnic at ang Jollibee planner niya... inggitera ako at gusto kong mag jollibee kaya bago kami magthesis nag Jollibee muna kami yung mga names names jan e galing sa kung san san..

Dora = galing sa birthday ni Kelsey
Filmmaker blahblah = nung film fest sa school yeheyyyy
Pink Ribbon = sa isang talk na pinuntahan namin after thesis defense ahaha masayang talk yun promise
Small ewan = yun lang di ko maalala ahaha isa sa mga MMP siguro or talk
Black id = tech team ako sa theater play namin nung 3rd year
Cinemalaya = film congress sa CCP
Detective blahblah = isa sa fun MMP na na-attendan ko, kung san detectives kami lahat aalamin kung anung nangyari dun sa pinatay na hindi ko na maalala yung name haha basta masaya yuuun

favorite ko to kasi may sulatan ng kung anu ano every month

ganyan ako ka-organized ahahah ang gulo gulo gulo gulo oh! parang journal na ahaha! January.. ang sipag ko pa magsulat ahaha. may drawing drawing pa.. may rainbow drawing jan dahil bago ako pumasok nun sa school may nakita akong dalawang rainbows.. tapos feeling ko swerte yun then again hindi ako maswerte nung araw na yun.. oo tama dahil nawala yung phone kong isa na favorite ko kakainis malas malas..pero parang ok lang ahaha sinadya sigurong manakaw yung phone ko para makatakas sa tinatakasan. OO TAMA DEFENSE NAMIN YAN AYAYAY! Kami yung unang nagdefend ng thesis sa lahaaat dahil pabida kami at nag prisinta kami na kami na ang mauuna ahahaha!

February.. puro inuman padin at overnights.. 2 consecutive nights akong hindi natulog sa bahay dahil uminom ako at uminom ako ulit.. sobrang palaboy ahaha! ayun pag uwi ko lagot.. pero ok lang ahahah

February is a lovelove month.. month para sa happy hearts ahaha..

sinimulan ang month ng panonood ng LAST ORDER SA PENGUIN.. ahaha oo tama yung play na ginawa namin nung 2nd year "Nasan ang byuti mo?" grabe sobrang nakakatuwa yung play. Twice kong pinanood kaya dalawa yung tickets mas funny yung pangalawang nood namin sobrang tawa ko ng tawa.
Tag ng binili kong uhm anu nga bang tawag dun? di ko maalala basta si Bits.. short for bitones
Rakestra ticket, nanood kami ng UP fair ni Cha, Q, at Piper.. kahit may pasok kinabukasan.. fun fun night dahil sa bonggang bonggang gabi para sa Sandwich ayayayay! At hello balara boys and girls na wala nang mas gugulo pa ahaha! sa sobrang likot namin ni Cha napadpad kami sa may gitna kung san nagkakagulo ang mga Balara kids ayayay asim! ahaha! Traumatic pero ayun naisip ko never ko naman nang magagawa yun pag 30 na ko so ok lang ahaha!
Frenzy banana ehem bago ka mag isip ng kung ano.. sa isang MMP class namin nagkaron ng talk about safe sex so yung nagreport nung day na yun ay may dalang mga ganyan.. funny lang dahil halos lahat samin nun lang nakakita at nakahawak nyan ahaha at nagulat kami kasi amoy banana nga siya ahaha!! at dahil yung prof lang namin ang nag iisang lalake don natatawa tawa siya sa pagka ignorante naming lahat ahahah!
Black thingy ay yung pinamigay nung play ang bango bango ah infairness!!
Pink ribbon at yung galing sa beer in can.. hindi ko nasama yung sa Go nuts..pero isasama ko promise.. ayun dahil February ang month para sa mga lovers at nagkataong madami dami kaming single sa barkada naisip naming pasayahin ang mga sarili namin para hindi naman kami bitter bitteran sa araw ng mga lovers.. so nagbunutan kami kung sino ang magiging girlfriend ng sino sa hearts day.. tapos iisipan ng surprise at isusurprise sa Valentines ahaha! Si Wendy ang nakabunot sa name ko kaya ako ang isusurprise niya.. haha funny ng ginawa niya basta basta nakakatuwa.. binigyan niya ko ng cupcake, chocolate na may almonds ayayay, at redhorse in can ahahah! suweeet!
Isang malaking kung ano.. launch ng what these hands can do tama ba? hindi ko naman napuntahan dahil gumagawa ako ng comm plan..tsktsk..
Yellow ribbon happy hearts day galing kay cha..

mga stars ay galing kay Ria.. sa MMP nila.. yung picture galing kay Cha.. :)

Ayun so ang point ko masayang maglinis ng kwarto, magsinghot ng lumang alikabok at makaalala ng masasayang kung anu ano..

Naisip ko din na kesa magmukhang basurahan yung memory baul ko yung ibang pwedeng mailagay sa planner ilalagay ko nalang sa planner..tapos pagkatapos ng year ilalagay ko na pati yung planner sa memory baul ko.. ayy excited na kong bumili ng planner para sa 2009 ahaha excited na din akong magdikit ng kung anu ano.. teka parang naging year ender yung entry ko ahhaah hindi pa hindi pa excited ako masyado ahahah! sana lang wag masira yung planner ko kakadikit ko ng kung anu ano.. Speaking of,, mag uupdate pala ako ng planner na mejo hindi na nagagalaw simula nung maging tambay ako ahaha!

Cebu

2008-07-21T11:42:00.000+08:00

Hello Cebu? or not...

Apathy

2008-07-20T11:09:00.005+08:00

Apathy

Dictionary
n.
1. Lack of interest or concern, especially regarding matters of general importance or appeal; indifference.
2. Lack of emotion or feeling; impassiveness.

Thesaurus
Lack of emotion or interest: disinterest, impassivity, incuriosity, incuriousness, indifference, insensibility, insensibleness, lassitude, lethargy, listlessness, phlegm, stolidity, stolidness, unconcern, uninterest, unresponsiveness.

Quotes about apathy
"I have a very strong feeling that the opposite of love is not hate -- it's apathy. It's not giving a damn." - Leo Buscaglia

"Most human beings have an infinite capacity for taking things for granted."
- Aldous Huxley

“The opposite of love is apathy, and hate is really the same as love. If you're so consumed by hatred for someone, you might as well be loving them, because you're thinking about them for the same amount of time.”

From Answers.com

Lightyears

2008-07-16T00:54:00.004+08:00

Eraserheads

Big deeper north of nowhere

Outside the room

Inside my mind

I, look forward to tomorrow

But can I leave yesterday behind

How it feels so strange

To have grown and change

Now it's not the same

Cause time slips and slides

Into another place and try

As we might to understand each other

Doesn't really matter where you are

It always seems so very far

Coz you're lightyears away

You're lightyears away

From me

Little deeper south of somewhere

It looks much closer than it really is

I held it in my hands

But you're forever out of reach

Far as the eye can see

Nothing is meant to be

Doesn't mean much to me

But oh, if I only had a rocket ship to fly

I'd be right there in a minute

But it doesn't really matter where you are

However near is still so far

It's like you're light years away

You're light years away from me

dahil parin sa ulan

tama na ulan

Dahil umuulan

2008-07-15T22:18:00.005+08:00

Makakabalik ka nga sa lugar pero hindi sa panahon.... lahat ng nangyare noon ay isa na lamang masayang gunita ngayon isang bintana sa kahapon na paminsan minsan ay gusto mong masulyapang muli, sabay bulong sa sarili, sana pwedeng ibalik ang mga nangyari noon...

Ayoko ng ulan... dahil malamig ginawin ako

Ayoko ng ulan... mabilis akong sipunin

Ayoko ng ulan... dahil tinatamad akong kumilos

Ayoko ng ulan... hindi ko naririnig ng maayos ang pinapanood ko

Ayoko ng ulan... dahil mahirap umalis ng bahay

Ayoko ng ulan... dahil nawawala yung mga stars sa langit

Ayoko ng ulan... lalo na kung walang alak

Ayoko ng ulan... dahil malungkot pag umuulan

Malungkot pag umuulan dahil natutulala ako

Ayokong natutulala dahil napag iisip ako ng mabuti

Ayokong nag iisip ng mabuti dahil may mga bigla akong naaalala

Ayokong may mga bigla akong naalala dahil...

Nalulungkot ako pag nakakaalala ako

Nalulungkot ako dahil siya ang naaalala ko

Ayoko ng ulan..

Ayokong matulala

Ayokong mag isip

Ayokong makaalala

Ayaw na kitang maalala

Ayoko ng ulan

Ayoko ng drama

Ayoko ng pinya

Ayoko ng melon

Ayoko ng lychee

Pero mas ayaw ko ng ulan

Self-centeredness

2008-07-08T15:37:00.004+08:00

Name by looks: Ana.Banana.Mae.Amae.Banani

First impressions: Stiff. Maldita. Masungit. Suplada

Fashion statement: Basta comfy yun na

Fave word expression: Hay nako. Neng. Kainez (haha bading). Boo

Motto: The world spins constantly, and so does the colorwheel ;)

Simple pleasures: alcohol . lemon iced tea . ice cream . cheese . pasta . pizza . kfc . chocolate cakes . cookies . hawhaw flakes . lemon square . cashew nuts . pastillas . strawberries . chocolates . gummy worms . potato chips . green nagaraya . street foods . blue . black . green . dogs . frogs . cows . monkeys . horses . pirates . peterpan . skulls . clowns . tim burton . johnny depp . ukay - ukays . shoes . rings . beach . campings . long walks (oo copy paste haha!)

Small tick off's: ube cake or ice cream . mango ice cream . pineapple . lychee . melon . tiramisu/cake/whatever na may fruits yeuh including fruitcake dapat pag fruit fruit lang! wag makulit. japanese food . ipis . giant spiders . love love mushy stories . maingay makulit na kids na hindi cute. mabahong katabi. wind burn. bad hair days. hello giant pores day. rainy days. other people touching my feet. me touching other people's feet haha. strangers na nang sstare. insect bites.

Habituaries: saying haaay nako. making funny faces. doing peace sign.

Cravings: Chelo kebab. Spicy Keema and Pita bread. Ox brain and Pita bread. Isaw. Chiggy's Inasal. Lasagna. Yellowcab. KFC. Mcdo fries. Buttered Chicken. Baked Potato. Turon. Mc Flurry na oreo. Oreo. Hawhaw. Seafood galore. Cashew nuts. Choco glazed donuts. Cheese

Fave Ice-cream flavor: Pistachio. Cheese. Rocky Road. Vanilla

Most embarassing thing i've done: I got so drunk tas nasuka ko sa hagdan nung bar, at sumuka din ako sa bucket haha yuck

Biggest Challenge: Math. Crossing streets. Commuting. Remembering names of people and places. Remembering dates (birthdays, holidays etc.)

Addictions: Alcohol. Internet. Music. Films. Photography. TV series. DVDs. Green stuffs. Pirates. Johny Depp. Tim Burton. Skulls. E-books. Peterpan

Best childhood memory: Ligo sa ulan with siblings yehey!

Fave mascot when you were a child: Takot ako sa mascot dati eh haha!

Scariest ride: tricycle drivers in Miriam College - i second the motion!

Wildest drunk-scene you've made: the first block inuman, non-stop drinking and dancing yahoo!... cha's birthday punasan ng icing ahaha!... inuman sa katip, bahay ni nono and joan wild nights ahaha!!

Hate Day: uhm.. wala eh

Why? eh wala eh

Hideouts: My room

Routine must do's when waking up: check the time pag maaga pa tulog ulit, pag late na panic mode na.

Whats there to hate: My forgetfulness. Abot langit pride. Stubborness. Mood swings

Dillemma: tambayness

Secret Ambition: maging rockstar haha joke! own a beach resort or resto/bar.. pwede din mall hahah! pero forever ambition kong maging pirate yehey!!

Weirdest Imaginations: haha! go to neverland and be one of the lost boys ay girl pala ko pero sige na pumayag na kayo or be one of captain hook's pirates :)

Current obsessions: skulls. get togethers. pirates. johnny depp. quotes from famous people. e-books. blogging.

Future Plans: Walang plano at all hahaha

Biggest Fear: Maging tambay forever. be far from my family and friends. masagasaan pagtawid haha! death of a lovedone. rejection. blackout. rehab

High School Blues: Patintero. Barkada. Tambay. Swimming. Kalembang Tower. Hagdan hagdan. First time mag alak. and First whatevers

Love?: what about it?

Comfort Food: ice cream forever. kung drink naman anything with alcohol.

Fave movie ending: kahit ano basta hindi mabigat sa heart haha!

Soft spot: dogs. ah basta animals. small surprises. spontaneous whatevers. funny whatevers. thoughtful people, old people. cute kids. atsry fartsyness. cute green stuffs. cartoons. pirates. beach. sunset. alak.

When angry i like to: stay quiet. drink alone or with friends basta drink. or rant rant rant. write

When i am happy i like to: talk a lot. laugh. sing out loud. smile. greet strangers. get drunk. get hyper.

Silly things i like doing: getting drunk and wasted. saying weird things. making fun of myself haha!. singing out loud. making funny gestures.

Secret talent: stalking people hahaha.. sneezing mga more than 10 times sunud sunod ahahhaha

Secret Powers: ayy ang korni ko wala akong maisip babalikan kita promise yan

Must have hair cut: gusto ko ng pixie hair, kaya lang di bagay sakin

Random confession: I sleep talk...pwede na ba yun?

Your Instrument: guitar... pero nakalimutan ko na yata pano

My Nature: people person. laugh laugh laugh. fun fun fun. bow

How can you tell its me: it's for you to figure out

JIM MORRISON QUOTES

2008-07-06T18:53:00.004+08:00

“I think of myself as an intelligent, sensitive human being with the soul of a clown which always forces me to blow it at the most important moments.”

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”

“I see myself as a huge fiery comet, a shooting star. Everyone stops, points up and gasps "Oh look at that!" Then- whoosh, and I'm gone...and they'll never see anything like it ever again... and they won't be able to forget me- ever.”

“That's what real love amounts to- letting a person be what he really is. Most people love you for who you pretend to be. To keep their love, you keep pretending- performing. You get to love your pretence. It's true, we're locked in an image, an act-”

“Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.”

“The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask. There can't be any large-scale revolution until there's a personal revolution, on and individual level. It's got to happen inside first. You can take away a man's political freedom and you won't hurt him- unless you take away his freedom to feel. That can destroy him. That kind of freedom can't be granted. Nobody can win it for you.”

“People fear death even more than pain. It's strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death. At the point of death, the pain is over. Yeah, I guess it is a friend...”

“Death makes angels of us all and gives us wings where we had shoulders smooth as ravens claws.”

“The most loving parents and relatives commit murder with smiles on their faces. They force us to destroy the person we really are: a subtle kind of murder.”

“I wouldn't mind dying in a plane crash. It'd be a good way to go. I don't want to die in my sleep, or of old age, or OD...I want to feel what it's like. I want to taste it, hear it, smell it. Death is only going to happen to you once; I don't want to miss it.”

“I think the highest and lowest points are the important ones. Anything else is just...in between. I want the freedom to try everything.”

We fear violence less than our own feelings. Personal, private, solitary pain is more terrifying than what anyone else can inflict.”

“Being drunk is a good disguise. I drink so I can talk to assholes. This includes me.”

“There are things known, and there are things unknown, And in between are the Doors”

“Let's just say I was testing the bounds of reality. I was curious to see what would happen. That's all it was: curiosity.”

"Listen, real poetry doesn't say anything; it just ticks off the possibilities. Opens all doors. You can walk through anyone that suits you.”

“How can I set free anyone who doesn't have the guts to stand up alone and declare his own freedom? I think it's a lie – people claim they want to be free – everybody insists that freedom is what they want the most, the most sacred and precious thing a man can possess. But that's bullshit! People are terrified to be set free – they hold on to their chains. They fight anyone who tries to break those chains. It's their security…How can they expect me or anyone else to set them free if they don't really want to be free?”

- JIM MORRISON

Kailangan na ng guinea pigs at hamsters sa bahay na to

2008-07-04T12:33:00.005+08:00

Malapit nang maging boring ang bahay na 'to.. hindi 'tong blog ko ang tinutukoy ko kundi yung totoong bahay mismo...

Siguro simula next week pagkakamalan nanamang abandonadong bahay ang bahay namin.. kagaya nga ng nakwento ko sa luma kong blog.. napagkakamalang haunted house ang bahay namin hindi daw nila nakikita masyado yung mga taong nakatira dito.. bukod pa don laging sarado yung mga bintana ng bahay, at puro yung malalaking aso lang namin ang nakikita nila.

Nung isang beses pa nga.. umagang umaga nagpapatugtog ng napakalakas yung kapitbahay namin as in akala mo may concert sa tabi ng tenga mo.. pinuntahan ni ate ata? di ko maalala basta pinahinaan nila kasi nga maaga pa yun at may natutulog pa samin.. ang sabi ba naman ng kapitbahay "Ay akala ko kasi soundproof yung bahay niyo" ay? baliw..

Anyway, balik sa dating topic... simula next week boring na ang bahay.. Actually nagsisimula na nga siyang maging boring ngayon pa lang..

Umalis na si Daddy papuntang Cebu... hinatid namin siya sa airport nung isang araw. Dun siya magsstay dahil nga sa bagong company na itinayo niya don.. So kung uuwi man siya dito siguro bakasyon bakasyon lang.

Since kailangang irenovate, pagandahin, iayos ayon sa theme yung building na gagawing office nila Daddy... kailangan ang talent ni Mommy.. so baka bukas, or sa sunday e sumunod na si Mommy dun. May katagalan yun dahil may kalakihan din yung irerenovate, so malamang sa malamang ay aabutin siya dun ng isang b'wan o mahigit.

Pagkatapos ng mahabang panahon ng pag rerest ni Ate M. at pag mamasteral (na hindi pa pala niya tapos ang thesis niya) ay balik trabaho na ulit siya. Start na ng work niya sa Monday so malamang mula pag gising ko e wala na siya at uuwi siya ng gabi na.

Si Ate O. naman medyo namimiss ko na ang kaartehan haha joke... ay nasa malayo kung san may disyerto at mga kamelyo... kung san may eroplano at mapulang lipstick.. Gumising man ako ng maaga o hindi man ako gumising maghapon, hindi ko talaga siya makikita.

Si Kuya, ay tila border simula pa dati... Kung umalis man siya o magstay sa bahay.. walang pinagkaiba dahil kapag nandito siya maghapon magdamag siyang nakaharap sa laptop at naglalaro ng Dead Awaken kung hindi ako nagkakamali... Minsan naman kapag nandito siya kasama niya si Baby kaya parang wala din sila.. Kapag wala naman siya.. ahaha teka lang ah parang naguguluhan ako sa sinasabi ko.. ok game.. pag wala naman siya nasa review center siya (oo 'di matapos tapos na review para sa ECE Board exam.. sino ba gumagawa ng exam na yun sasaksakin ko pahirap eh) at kadalasan 'di din naman siya umuuwi.

Si Abie na nasa "pagrerebelde/pagpapasaway" stage niya palang ay palagi din wala dahil sa school.. At pag uwi niya naman busy siya sa assignment niya at sa pag iinternet.. Isa pa yun kapag naharap sa laptop at nagchachat na ay hindi na makausap ng matino.. Hindi rin naman siya makausap ng matino kahit wala siyang ginagawa kasi nga nasa "pagrerebelde/pagpapasaway/matured na ko wag kang magulo" stage na siya.. So kung hindi ka niya pipilosopohin ay susungitan ka niya ng todong todo haha!! At by the way minsan e nagkukulong lang siya sa kanyang kwarto emo emohan ahahha!

Sino pa ba?.. Si Ash naman hmm ewan ko lang kung tapos na sa decomposition stage.. haha namimiss ko na si Ash..

Si Ate Lynda... si Ate Lynda ay palaging busy kay BIONIKA haha para sa impormasyon ng nakararami si Bionika ang bida ng paborito niyang radio drama.. meron pa siyang isa pang favorite e.. nakalimutan ko na yung title.. Anyway, si Ate Lynda ay pumupunta dito tuwing umaga para magluto, maglaba, maglinis tapos uuwi siya ng mga 5 or 6... Funny siya sobra, mukhang kontrabida pero major comedyante.. pero gaya nga ng sabi ko busy siya palagi kay Bionika.. At madalas siya nangangarap sa likodbahay kapiling si Bionika..

At ako... hindi ko alam kung anong mangyayari sa buhay ko at sa boring na bahay na 'to simula next week. Pero nitong mga nakaraan e lahat ng mag imbita ng inuman basta malapit at may bantay sa bahay go ako. At syempre pala kapag may pera.. teka naisip ko.. hindi na ko pwedeng hindi umuwi... at umuwi ng madaling araw simula next week dahil sa lahat ng mga nakasulat sa taas.. oh no! Bakit nila 'to ginagawa? Hahaha ay teka sasagutin ko yung tanong ko... Ginagawa nila yan dahil wala namang choice eh..Bum ka, ikaw lang ang hindi busy.. AWTS! Sabi ko na nga ba dapat sinipot ko yung mga interviews eh.. Hahaha! Alam ko na dapat na talaga kong maghanap ng work, gumising ng maaga, sumipot sa interviews, umiwas sa sakit... dahil kung hindi mamamatay ako VB VB VB VB VB VB VERY BORING!

Hay nako.. yung feeling ko ngayon.. parang lahat ng nasa paligid ko ang biliiiiiis biliiiiiis biliiiiis tapos ako nakastop lang... lahat busy ako lang hindi..

Tapos kanina naisip ko.. siguro ganto yung feeling ni Peterpan nung iniwan siya ni Wendy at ng Lost boys sa Neverland.. but atleast he has tinkerbell and he can fly.. hahaha wait sorry naimagine ko si Ate Lynda naka-tinkerbell costume ahahahahhahahh shet!

Hay nako siguro dapat bumili ako ng madaming guinea pigs o kaya hamsters tapos sa umaga papakawalan ko sa iba't ibang parts ng bahay... tapos maghapon hahanapin ko sila tapos ikukulong ulit tas kinabukasan ganun ulit.. pamatay bagot lang hahaha

When it rains it pours

2008-06-24T15:48:00.006+08:00

Sa kakaiwas kakaiwas ko sa mga bagay na ayaw ko nang balikan... jarannn sila tuloy ang bumisita sa'kin hahah! Ang nakakatawa pa niyan e halos sabay sabay silang lahat nag hehello sakin ngayon.

Akalain mo nga naman noh? Siguro dahil sobrang bilis ng takbo ng buhay ko nung past few years...fast forward ako ng fast forward kaya ayun sumuko ang player at mag isa na syang nagrewind... kaya surprise!!! back to kopong kopong days at not so kopong kopong days ako ahaha! sana nagegets niyo ang mga sinasabi ko noh? hahah! kasi ako mejo hindi na ang gulo gulo kasi talaga hahah!

Sinasadya nga siguro ni Papa Lord na maging bum ako (hahah whatever Ana) para magkaron ako ng madaming time para harapin yung mga pinaiwas iwasan kong mga bagay... At ngayon dahil bum ako I have all the time in the world para manuod ng mga replays ng buhay ko... hay nakakaloka lang talaga.. at nakakatawa akalain mo para lang silang kabuteng nagsusulputan ngayon?

Pero dati nasusuka ko pag naaalala ko sila... parang nightmare ganun... haha pero ngayon natatawa nalang ako ahahaha! shet anu ba to ang labo ahaha

susubukan kong ayusin ang entry na 'to promise yan haha

Chopsuey

2008-06-13T01:50:00.008+08:00

Pasensya na, isa nanaman 'to sa madaming chopsuey entry ko. Pero may main sahog 'to maniwala ka.. at try kong magfocus lang sa main sahog ng chopsuey entry na to hahaha!

Anyway... ayun na nga, ang buhay ay puno ng surpresa very gasgas, I know. Minsan akala mo natakasan mo na silang lahat, tapos isang araw kakatok nalang ulit sila sa buhay mo nakangiti habang sinsasabing "Hello andito ulit ako, sinong nagsabi sayo na matatakasan mo ako?". Sabi nga ng Jollibee commercial... "Babalik, bumabalik, bumalik!"... tapos ding! ding! ding! Time warp...

Balik sa luksong baka days. Hello sa mga panahong patok na patok ang Ghost Fighter. Mga panahong ang candy na benson ay mabibili mo sa paligid ligid na tindahan. At ang usong usong mga tugtog sa jolog jeepneys ay hindi remix ng Low, o Beautiful girls, hindi din si Gloc 9 kundi dandararan ready ka na ba?? Banyo Queen. In short balik sa later years ng 90's.

Pero di yung mga usong bagay nung late 90's ang point ko eh.

Alam mo yung feeling na may pelikula kang napanood nung bata ka... tapos sa paglipas ng panahon malilimutan mo na may nag exist palang pelikulang ganun..tapos isang araw may makikita kang dvd or vcd nung pelikula na yun.. oo as in yun na yun hindi yung remake..yun original mismo...as in same movie na napanood mo jurassic years ago..(mag - oo ka na lang kunwari nagets mo ). Tapos habang pinapanood mo yung pelikulang yun, biglang magrereplay sa'yo lahat ng nangyari nung araw na pinanood mo yun, pati yung naramdaman mo nung moment na pinanood mo yun bigla mong mararamdaman ulit. Kakaiba yung feeling... awkward na mejo comfy. Nostalgic.

Awkward kasi may mga tao at memories na ayaw mo na sanang maalala pero di mo naman makalimutan,yun bang mga "sana di ko ginawa to" "sana di ko nakilala si ganto" "sana di nangyari to"... at ang nakakaasar pa nian lalong di mo makakalimutan kasi nandyan inihain nanaman sa harap mo lahat...

Comfy kasi may magagandang memories na hinding hindi mo gustong burahin sa isip mo, mga taong never mong gugustuhing kalimutan. Mga taong kasama mong maglaro ng luksong tinik habang naghihintay ng service. Mga kasama mo simula nung kabataan days mo hanggang sa teenage years hanggang sa early adulthood..

So ano nga bang point ko talaga? Ang gulo ko noh? haha walangya naman oh.. ang hirap eh.. di ko malapatan ng salita yung naffeel ko at ung nasa isip ko...

Basta parang ganto.. Kahit anong gawin mo hindi mo mapipili yung mga memories na magsstay sa isip mo.. hinding hindi mo masasabing "Ay ayokong maalala to, tapon na to.." 'Di mo nalang basta basta pwedeng talikuran lahat kahit anong mangyari.. Kaya yung mga memories na hindi mo gustong maalala dahil uhm masakit... nakakalungkot.. nakakahiya... nakakapanlumo... nakakagalit e forever na magsstay sayo unless mauntog ka ng bonggang bongga at pati pangalan mo e malimutan mo na.

You can never throw away your past... kaya DEAL WITH IT!

Gaano kalalim mo man ibaon ang kahapon, machachambahan at machachambahan din yan ng alon...

The world is an ice cream

2008-06-11T23:51:00.006+08:00

Disclaimer: This is a repost.. from my old blog. Isa sa mga unang posts ko sa blog ko before.. wala lang hahah.. I was reading my friend's blog.. she's having a hard time finding friends in the new world she's in... I hope makayanan niya lahat haha parang baby sya ng classroom e..tapos jarann biglang asa real world na siya... ayun lang bow

Being a newbie, I had expected isolation, past-lunch time breaks, elevated smoking rate, and work work work! I did not foresee the even worse cases would be more dreadful. Everybody seemed to ignore me whether I do or do not generate conversations. It is one thing that patches me up the differences and sameness yet to find out in the long run. Or else, I could spend extra minutes in the washroom sticking up my ass in regret, imitating the people out there; some looking like dinosaur's granddaddy, waggling excited balls to pitiful youngsters. Others are just self-conceited faggots who deem themselves the superior!

The world is full of jerks, assholes, jackasses, kindhearted, simple, complicated and challenges. Among them, challenge is the master of earth, where quitters never win, and losers do not remain forever. These little worms (the jackasses, jerks..) are its sons and daughters. The world is a big circle with very long roads that end where light begins.

Seeing these people joined in one room and dealing with them is not an easy task. Literally, you have to poke a stone on your own head everyday and reap the blood until you no longer have to do it, or until they do it with you. Thus I have to be stronger like the stone itself. Otherwise as soft as ice cream just lick it! Lick the head of the jackasses and review their tastes upon getting home

There you go, the world is an ice cream! Perhaps, but there are still a lot of jerks out there. Just don’t mind them...

Im a stringed-puppet!! cool!

2008-06-10T21:44:00.002+08:00

When I told you I wanted to learn how to play drums and guitar... you enrolled me for piano lessons

You knew green is my favourite color... but you kept buying pink stuffs for me

I told you I’m more comfortable when I’m wearing pants... so you bought me floral dresses

I wanted to be enrolled in some artsy fartsy workshops ... but you told me baking is more fun

I asked you to enrol me for target shooting lessons... but you enrolled me for taekwondo lessons instead

When it was time for me to go to college... you didn’t even bothered to ask me which school I wanted to go to

When I was choosing which course to take, you told me it’s up to me... you told me to choose whatever I want....so I did... but during my senior year you told me I should’ve taken up International Studies instead

I was so excited to tell you that Ate was planning to buy me a DSLR as a grad gift ... but you just puckered your brows and said “What for?”

I wanted to see my friends after our Manaoag trip... but you told me I can't because I was wearing shorts... I insisted... so you drove slower than your usual driving speed so when we arrive at Katip everyone's gone home

And then a while ago I told you that I have a scheduled interview tomorrow 1pm at Makati ... you didn’t exactly told me that I can’t go... BUT you told me that we're gonna meet Ate O’s workmate at Pasig AFTER LUNCH... again, I didn’t have a choice.

Thanks for making me feel like a stringed-puppet

This is really starting to piss me off...

Back to school

2008-06-09T16:51:00.015+08:00

School starts tom... and I'm so not ready, bitin ang summer ko ayayay!!

Hello school works! Hello stress! Hello puyat! Hello sungit and demanding profs, we meet again!

Ayoko paaa... ayoko paaa..

PRACTICE LANG! :)

Namiss ko lang sabihin haha! Kasalanan to ni Kayen na rumereminisce kagabi... so narealize ko magpapasukan na...ready ka na sa mahabang i miss i miss litanya ko? eto na...

I miss cursing the katipunan traffic..

I miss being late in class..

I miss hearing "Guys! FREECUT!!!"..

I miss being reprimanded for exceeding the number of cuts..

I miss cramming..

I miss saying "Tinatamad akong pumasok pero tumambay hindi"..

I miss bringing casual clothes just so I could drink immediately after class..

I miss saying "Papa God have mercy sana free cut" or "Papa God sana 'di tuloy yung recitation"..

I miss writing my name and id number on violation slips because of wearing rubber slippers..

I miss wearing jacket on a hot saturday morning just so I could cover my spaghetti strapped/sleeveless/off-shouldered top..

I miss sneaking out of the classroom to go to the kubo's to chat with my friends or sleep..

I miss writing kodigos on my hand..

I miss pretending that I know what I'm saying even though I have no idea what the topic is about..

I miss disobeying the student's hand book and not getting caught..

I miss boycotting class..

I miss using the OHP as spotlight for our vanity pictorials..

I miss stealing posters from the freedom board..

I miss being absent in my class to attend someone else's..

I miss bullying "popular-ako-dahil-cool-ako" students..

I miss my "no-alcohol-saturday" sacrifices just so I could pass the pre-lims/finals..

I miss studying while drinking..

I miss writing essays while I'm drunk..

I miss wearing someone else's uniform or clothes because of unexpected overnight inumans..

I miss not attending talks or school activities to go somewhere else, hang out, drink, laugh with friends..

I miss being broke at the end of the semester because of the monetary sanctions..

I miss saying "What was the question again?" not because it wasn't clearly stated, but because I wasn't listening..

I miss attending class with a bad hangover..

I miss hearing the professors say, "Ladies please stop running on the corridors".. "Ladies please be quiet" .. "Ladies don't sit on the floor".. "Ladies act your age".. "LADIES!!!!!!!!!!! "

I miss doodling to keep myself awake during boooring class discussions..

I miss being in class pretending to be sober when I'm not..

I miss doing all these things but still managing to get 5's weeehooo! (btw in our school 5 is the highest grade you can get, 1 is the pasang awa grade and F = failed)

THE JOYS OF BEING A COLLEGE STUDENT! :)

I miss school.. I miss MC.. I miss everything in school.. I miss everyone.. I miss i miss

To my parents,

If ever mapadpad kayo sa entry na to, ginagawa ko yan lahat dati haha! Ang galing ko noh? Kung uulit ulitin ang college life ko uulitin ko din yan lahat hahaha except for the times when I skipped drinking to study for pre-lim/final exams only to find out na cancelled ang test.. :) bow

B-O-R-E-D-O-M

2008-06-06T12:22:00.005+08:00

Tambay life is starting to bore me, if not for the dvds, internet and alcohol I'd be insane by now. I need some challenge, a taste of the real world will do :) But finding a job isn't that easy especially if your parents are tooooo choosy...

Usually the conversation goes like this:

Me: Ma, may interview ako sa blah blah blah

Mum: Anong pangalan ng company? Sinong may ari ng company? Saan yan?

(Hello!! As if kilala niya lahat ng may-ari ng companies sa Pilipinas!)

OR

Me: Dy, hatid mo ko bukas may interview ako..

Daddy: Ok.. San yan?

Me: Sa blah blah..

Daddy: Ay wag dun! Hindi nga kilala yung company na yun eh! Di maganda yung lugar blah blah..

ETO PA

Me: Yehey may interview daw ako bukas!

Daddy: Saan? Anong position?

Me: Sa blah blah... Events Marketing Coordinator

Daddy: Sus! Magtatrabaho ka dun ang layo, tapos yung sweldo mo mas malaki pa yung allowance na ibibigay ko!

(Ay? Mayabang?)

Eto pa...

Ate: Dun ka nalang kasi kay Daddy! May sasakyan ka na, pagkaen, load tapos kung san san ka makakarating

(Anubeh! Gusto kong maging indie kid!)

At ang pinakamalala...

Me: Parang gusto ko nang magwork...

Daddy: Hindi mo pa naman kailangan magtrabaho, wala naman pumipilit sayo.

ANU BA KAYONG LAHAT!!! BORED NGA AKO BORRRRRRRRRRRRED!!!!

Anyway, habang wala pa kong nakikitang work na aprub sa mga magulang, kapatid, pets, at mga insektong palipadlipad sa bahay namin tuwing gabi kailangan kong maghanap ng something na fun gawin at productive just to keep me sane haha!.. Mag eenroll nga pala dapat ako sa driving school ngayon kaya lang late na ko nagising di ko naabutan si Mama Duck... ay pwede din akong mag enroll ng swimming lessons tutal di ako marunong magswim... pwede din pala ko mag enroll ng lessons na kung anu ano pang lessons noh?...dahil tila ayaw niyo kong pag trabahuhin pag aralin niyo ko ulit ahhahahahah...PERO KAILANGAN KO MUNA MATUTO GUMISING NG MAAGA!!! ahahahahhaha! kaasar

stop being who you were, an become who you are..

2008-06-03T11:09:00.008+08:00

"..it's important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are.. "

- The Zahir (Paolo Coelho)

What if who you were is better than who you are now? Should you still continue to be who you are and forget/stop being who you were?

I had this "not-so-good" conversation with an old friend, I chose not to reply to her last message because I didn't liked the way she reacted and her message was a bit rude and nakakabastos. It wasn't like her. I was so bothered so I told my mom and my sister about it. My ate's comment was "Ano ba yang mga nagiging kaibigan mo? Di ba may kinuwento ka na din dati na friend mo na nagtetext at tumatawag lang pag may kailangan?" The "friend" she was talking about? We weren't really that close, and to be honest uhm we're not even friends we were just uhm what? classmates? But this "old friend" is different, and she wasn't like that when I met her that's why I feel really sad and a bit disappointed. I wanted to tell her "Money isn't the only important thing in this world dear...and please stop blaming other people if things aren't going the way you wanted it to be".

I guess that proves it, change? it's inevitable.. relationships, environment, beliefs, these things change, people.. even friends. It's not too surprising to see enemies suddenly becoming bff's, but for us I guess it's the other way around...but uhm I hope not. I don't want to be in a "let's just pretend we never became friends" situation with her, she's still my friend after all...(but she surely is far different from the friend I met so-so years ago)

Anyway, after that "not-so-good" conversation I had with her I started wondering how much I've changed since we last met, and if these changes made me a better person or not. . .

Uhm, I don't know...I think.. I'm hating this..bow

Ilocos Norte trip

2008-05-30T16:48:00.006+08:00

Ang sobrang nakakapagod na trip to Pagudpud, Ilocos Norte... masakit sa pwet haha! pero okay lang very masaya... uhm siguro tama na daldal noh? sige sige pictures na nga lang... quiet na Ana quiet na!

pero bago ang pictures nung Pagudpud ibibida ko muna yung kamay kong biktima ng ka-violentan ng pressure cooker hahaha fugly.. nakakainis talaga..pero na sya ngayon though may konting bakas pa hindi na sya ganyan kalala..

Kala mo malapit na? nagkakamali ka.. mga 3-4 hours pa...

tapos nag stop kami sa may view deck sa Bangui para silipin yung Windmills na btw e pinuntahan namin nung pauwi na kami... giaaaant.. mamaya maya makikita mo ang pictures :)

Tapos may lighthouse din akong nakita...dream kong tumira sa lighthouse dati..pero ngayon hindi na ahaha! inakyat namin ang lighthouse na yan ay josko nakakapagod pictures? mamaya maya din..

aaaayan naaa nababasa mo yan? Welcome to Pagudpud na salamat naman

Dagat sa may likod ng bahay where we stayed..

Yiheee malapit na kami... Blue lagoon beach :)

at nandito na nga kami yehey!!.. uhm ayun nga weird kasi biglang lalim ung tubig, asa may buhanginan ka palang lakad ng konti aba hanggang bewang agad!

tapos naglakad kami nila ate...from dulo to dulo haha..ayun andaming kakaibang creatures. tapos si ate tuwang tuwa kakaswim, picturan ko daw siya habang naka-mermaid pose.. tapos biglang sabi ni kuya "Wag ka dyan may ahas o!" at janjararann meron nga.. yung striped black and white pero mejo maliit palang naman..

then to Patupat Rd.

tapos sa Saud Beach naman..kung san nakita namin si janjararann Kungfu Kid!

o eto na yung Windmills!! Up close and personal ahaha grabee gigantic electric fans 13 ata yun lahat lahat kung di ako nagkakamali

And as promised, eto ang lighthouse pictures... ang taaaaaas! yes inakyat namin hanggang tuktok ng lighthouse..spiral stairs..tapos ladder.. et voila ayan na yung ilaw! grabe nakakakiliti ng tuhod ahaha

Tapos Marcos museum.. bahay nila yan..bawal magpicture dun sa loob kung nasan yung wax na Macoy eh pupuslit sana ko but then again hello policeman ahaha

at ang bonggang bonggang Malacanang of the North

at syempre pa... Vigan!

Tapos pauwi na yehey... huling sunset bago ako mag-21 haay..

Welcome welcome!

2008-05-30T16:34:00.003+08:00

Hey hey hey! This is my new blog :) thanks for visiting... super kating kati na ko mag entry dun sa blogdrive ko pero iniisip ko sayang din dahil lilipat na din ako dito... et voila! nandito na nga ako.. uhm kagaya dun sa isa kong blog.. walang bawal dito .. kaya tayo nang mag saya!!!